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Parenting 101...some tips..

2012-01-25T19:32:00.000-08:00

Hi peeps,

I banyak update facebook sekarang ni, as opposed to here. I guess sebab sekarang nie, sangat-sangat sibuk with so many things.

Here, I would like to share one article that I read in Babycenter. As and when I come across some interesting material , will share it here ya....

9 simple ways to make your child feel special

With our busy lives full of errands, work, appointments, and social events, it can sometimes feel like we need to make grand gestures to let our kids know they're loved and special.

But what makes your children feel special might surprise you. You don't need to spend $10,000 on a birthday party or a deluxe trip to Disneyland. You don't need to buy a Barbie Mustang or a tree house or let them have ice cream every night.

In fact, making your child feel special is very simple, according to Leigh Leverrier, a family life coach in the Washington, D.C., area, who says, "Children feel special when they are respected, noticed, listened to, and heard."

This can be as straightforward as hearing "what your child says and mirroring back what you hear to acknowledge his or her thoughts," Leverrier adds.

Doris Jeanette, a licensed psychologist in Philadelphia, says: "It's not the activities, but the energy behind the activities that makes a child feel loved."
In other words, making your child feel special is as simple as paying attention. Cuddling, play wrestling, and bragging about your kid works, too.

Here are some simple, inexpensive (or free!), and ultimately very meaningful ways to make your child feel special.

1. Create little morning moments

"The morning sets the tone," says Bob Lancer, author of Parenting With Love, Without Anger or Stress. "If there's strife, rushing, or power struggles in the morning, you have a child who feels less important than other elements of the parent's agenda."

Instead of giving in to morning impatience, Vanessa Pizzinato of Ontario, Canada, takes a few minutes with her 5-year-old every morning to gently walk her fingers over his legs and feet to wake him up. If that doesn't work, then she takes his feet, puts one up to her ear and the other in front of her mouth, and talks to his tummy and head "to find out when they think he will wake up."

Cara Mirabella, who runs TheHouseholdHelper, spends a little quality time each morning with her 2-year-old by having coffee together. (His "coffee" is milk.) "We watch Sesame Street, the two of us cuddling on the couch, enjoying our coffee," she says.

After taking five minutes for yourself "to enjoy the quiet of the morning before the stampede begins," says Patty Wipfler, founder of Hand in Hand Parenting, spend ten minutes with your child before anybody has to rush anywhere.

"First thing in the morning can be a wonderfully effective time to connect with children, especially when they're going to school and won't get to see you all day," she says.

2. Snuggle and cuddle

Karen Maezen Miller, author of Momma Zen: Walking the Crooked Path of Motherhood says that physical touch is essential to making your child feel connected and special.
"Take every opportunity to impart security and steadfast love with the pure joy of your physical touch: a hug, a tickle, a single finger to hold onto. Get close," she says.

"Set the alarm 15 minutes early," suggests Wipfler. "Turn the snooze alarm into the snuggle alarm."
For Kelly Stettner, of Vermont, special time with her daughter means cuddling up on the couch for a movie, during which "I gently stroke the sides of her neck. She's 9 now, and it's just a little ritual we have that makes her feel completely connected and so special."

As a single parent with no ex in the picture, this writer understands what it means to go-go-go. I know how challenging it can be to slow down, between packing school lunches and washing the dinner dishes. Here's the truth: My child still sleeps with me sometimes. But this is the only time during the day when I stop running. This is when I put my arms around my daughter. This is our snuggle time. It's so worth it.

3. Make up special stories

Children love being the center of our attention. If your child has the chance for just a moment to be the hero in her own story, it will likely become her favorite bedtime story.

Shara Lawrence-Weiss, mother of two in Arizona and founder of Personal Child Stories, creates stories about her children — with photos to boot. "When others ask my kids about their books, they beam from ear to ear. My son says, 'My mom made this for me!' "

Bonnie Russell, a California mother of two children in their 20s, says that she wrote down "the cute things they did or said when they were little, figuring I'd need to remember why I loved them when they became teenagers.

"It turned out that whenever they asked me to read to them, it wasn't anything from a commercial author on a bestseller list. They always wanted me to read them 'their' books. It made them feel special."

Chris Shaw of North Carolina gets very creative with her sons. Recently, on a rainy day, they made a movie. "Not a home movie — a real movie — with a script, props, and costumes. We let my 7-year-old write the script, help make costumes, and create props." You can see her family's movie here.

4. Ask for help

It's all too easy to treat a child like a child and do everything for him. But including him in your tasks can instantly make him feel important and special.

Life coach Leverrier says, for instance, let your child choose what's for dinner now and then. "Take him to the grocery store to pick the food and let him help prepare the meal."

Amy Oztan of New York, who blogs at SelfishMom, says her two kids "always complain that I'm on the computer all day. So when they're feeling ignored, I let them pick out pictures and videos and help me post them to our family's website, for all of the grandparents, aunts, and uncles to see."

Writer Hilary Miller of Littleton, Colorado, says even though her son Nicholas isn't yet 3 years old, "he loves helping me set the table or helping Dad flip burgers. And he mows the lawn with Dad — with his little plastic mower."

5. Break the rules

Kids love to break rules. So imagine how fun it would be just to have waffles for dinner — or stay up past bedtime and watch a movie with Mommy or Daddy.

Lori Quaranta of Connecticut made a deal with her daughter when she was in first grade that if she "kept up at school, we would enjoy a 'skip work and school day' together."

So, twice every school year, they "skipped school" to have a mother-daughter day — "which usually included some type of shopping. We did this until she graduated high school. My daughter is 22 years old now."

Luann Udell, mother of two in New Hampshire, remembers one night she and her kids were all "in a bad mood, being ornery, picking fights." Even her husband was crabby. Instead of cracking down and sending everyone to bed, she said, "Let's go get ice cream!"

"We drove to a local restaurant, and I told everyone to order any kind of ice cream they wanted — no holds barred. You could feel the bad mood lift and dissipate."

And this writer followed suit and let her child have a brownie this morning. Let's just say there were no protests that morning in our home!

6. Have fun at bedtime

Bedtime is a perfect time to make your child feel special. Daniel Hallac, cofounder of Kidmondo, says that he and his wife started a bedtime routine six years ago with their son called "relax."

After teeth brushing and a story, it's time for "the relax," which "is really just hanging out in his bed with the lights out," says Hallac. "We just talk about anything he wants to talk about. Like many parents, we are very busy and pulled in a million directions. But during 'relax' time, we focus 100 percent on him."

When their son was younger and guests were over, he insisted the guests do "the relax," too.

Dominek Black, mother of two sons in Brooklyn, says that her "2-year-old loves to get in the tub with me." So, before bed, Mom relaxes while her son draws with crayons on the tiles. (Let's not talk about cleanup the next morning!)

Amanda Johnson of Oklahoma rocks her 3-year-old daughter to bed every night — but not like you'd think. Every night, she and her husband carry their daughter "by her arms and legs, swinging her into bed. Her favorite part is when we swing her back and forth, counting to three and then flopping her into bed while we all scream 'Banana Pants.'"

Banana Pants? "We're not quite sure where that term came from," admits Johnson. "But she laughs hysterically every time."

7. Get silly

Being silly is something kids understand well — and appreciate wholeheartedly in others. There's no better way to get a kid's attention than by being wacky — and it can make them feel like you're in their world with them, instead of up in your adult world.

Mom Gina Luttrell gets goofy when she sings to her 3-year-old every night: "Instead of reciting the exact words to "You Are My Sunshine,' we sing 'You are my sunshine cupcake head.' Or, instead of 'You'll never know dear,' we sing 'You'll never YES dear.' "

Or you can make bath time a blast. Author and speaker Edna Ellison of South Carolina puts her kids in the bath with a dab of shampoo. Then she announces that there's going to be a hairdo contest. "At the end of a bath, we celebrate the crazy hairdos!"

And, of course, from a kid's point of view you can never have too many special occasions — as long as the fuss is all about him! Andrea Tompkins of Ontario, Canada, says she celebrates her kids' half-birthdays with a half-cake. "There are no presents or balloons. We just sing half of the "Happy Birthday" song and eat our half-cake."

8. Use your words

Parenting experts agree that while it might feel most natural to say "I love you" or "I'm proud of you," focusing on the you instead of the I can make your child feel special.

"If you want to raise your children's self-esteem, you don't want them to be overly concerned about your pride," explains parenting expert Marilyn Suttle in Michigan. "Try focusing on their own pride by saying something like, 'You must feel so proud of yourself!' "

Linda Miles in Florida, author of All Aboard the Brain Train, Teaching Your Child to Live a Purpose-Filled Path, echoes this advice. "Repeat positive thoughts and ideas like 'You can do it and I will help' or 'It's okay to take your time.' "

Pediatric nurse and mother of three, Jennifer Walker — a founder of Moms On Call — says that another fun way to acknowledge your children is to let them "hear us praise their good behavior in front of the people they love and admire."

Walker explains that you might mention their achievements at the dinner table: "I told Jerry he couldn't have some ice cream for breakfast and he didn't throw a tantrum. He was sad for a moment and then he moved on and went to play with his toys."

Or, you might even let your child eavesdrop on your bragging, like Silvana Clark, author of 301 Bright Ideas for Busy Kids. She calls her mom on the phone when her daughter is in earshot. "Then I let her 'overhear' me talking on the phone to Grandma about something positive she did."

9. And just pay attention to the little things

No matter what, parenting experts agree that sometimes it's the smallest, simplest things that make our children feel so good.

Anne Wear of North Carolina, for instance, says that she makes her three kids feel special by giving them unique nicknames: "Midge," "Bean," and "Mr. Boo."

"I've told them this is a special name that I call them to let them know how great they are," says Wear.

Stress and wellness specialist Beverly Beuermann-King of Work Smart Live Smart leaves notes for her sons when she's traveling for work. While she's gone, her husband "puts these notes in their lunch boxes. I also stick notes to their pillows that say 'Sweet dreams.' "

For author and essayist Kaui Hemmings of Hawaii, showing her daughter that she's special means volunteering in her preschool class. "It makes her really happy when I go on field trips with her preschool. I'm not sure whether she feels special because I'm there, or if she's proud to show me her world and her rules away from home."

And although she never imagined herself as a mother who wrestles, Michelle Garrett of Ohio is just that. "I will drop everything to wrestle with him," she says about her 6-year-old son.

For Richie Escovedo, father of two, a little dancing does the trick. "During Dancing With the Stars, my daughter dressed up in one of her Disney princess costumes and danced. It melted my heart to hear her say, 'Dance with me, Daddy!' There is nothing better."

And even just using the word "special" can make your child feel special.

Mom of three Carol Schiller in Washington state says that "the word 'special' is very powerful."
"Ever since they were very little, I have asked them: 'Who is my special boy (or girl)?' " says Schiller. "Of course they all know the answer is 'Me!' Now, whenever we are together I can ask 'Who is my special?' to the group and they all chime in together, 'ME!!' — even my 2-year-old."

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So, kalau ada tips yang lain, sila leave comments and share ya.....

Extended time for the promotion promotion....

2012-01-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

Diatas permintaan yang sungguh banyak lately nie, Zie dengan bermurah hati nak extend the CNY's promotion , sempena CNY nie.

Mulakan tahun baru dengan benda baik....

Price as per follows:-

a) Old price RM2,400 --> CNY price RM2,000 (Discount RM400!!!!)

b) Old price RM2,600 --> CNY price RM2,200 (Discount RM400!!!!)

It's for a limited time onlyyyyyy!!!

Offer ends 31st January 2012.

Hurry, contact me to book ur Premium Beautiful now!!!!

012-4029594

Promotion !!! Promotion!!!! SALE yang gempak giler...!!!

2012-01-18T20:53:00.000-08:00

Hi, peeps...

Ada promotion sekarang , just because yours truly nie dah 8 months dah sekarang and in such a good mood nowadays. Excited nak beranak sebenarnya.....

Okay, this applies for cash PB buyers, ada offers yang sangat menarik okay !!! Tapi for a limited time only !!!

Do pm me/ contact me at the following :-

Zie

012 - 4029594

azizahmohdghani@gmail.com

CDM Celebration yang ke -19...

2011-12-21T13:53:00.000-08:00

Holla peeps, sorry la this event actually was before the Seminar SM/SSM in December tapi I update lambat la sikit....hu hu hu....my bad.

"Ulangtahun syarikat yg ke-19" was held at MAEPS Serdang, sampai sekarang I still lagi terasa kehebatan Aura malam tu, all the CDM with their designer clothes, and apparel, meremang bulu mak noks.....

The business has already been in Malaysia for 19 years, wow!! lama giler kan - so kalau anda sedang mencari-cari tapak untuk memulakan perniagaan, disinilah anda harus bermula. Wise nasihat daripada parents and orang tua pun, kalau memulakan sesuatu, carilah tapak yang kukuh. If u wanna stay for long with steady income...then this is it!!..no doubt...a well established and debt free company that can pay ur bonuses every month without fail....insya-Allah...and was awarded as "Syarikat Harapan Kerajaan" recently..Lucky me to be part of this business!!...;)

Lets have fun layan pictures sepanjang majlis anugerah...;)

*Yours truly, baru sampai - tema merah hitam*

*Our team with our celebrity CDM - Hanis Haizi ,with her top designer

dress - cost RM15K for dress only!!..OMG!!*

*Our bigger team - Hanis Haizi's team*

*With my great leader - Adibah Karimah yang vogue sangat malam tu....*

*Performance by non other than Salih Yaa'cob*

* With my beautiful sideline - Echenta *

* With my sideline - the amazing Ifah *

* Our beautiful and amazing team - with mommy Diba*

So, macam mana ? Amazing Night and Amazing people kan,? So, apa tunggu lagi, call me to join me. I am looking for business partners in Melaka and Negeri Sembilan . Call me to set up an appointment ya.

Zie

012 - 4029594

sweetziez2112@yahoo.com

Pil Maharani ....

2011-12-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hi semua, how are you. Hari nie Zie nak terangkan pasal Pil Maharani. Apa itu Pil Maharani?

So,here it goes..some info about it n etc.....:)

It is also known as Beijing TongRenTang Te Zhi Bai Wan @ Pil Maharani....

Kebaikan dan apa ada dalam Pil Maharani adalah seperti berikut :-

**Menggabungkan 16 jenis ramuan bernilai dengan pati ayam hitam sebagai ramuan utamanya.

**Produk Keluaran Beijing TongRenTang- TongRenTang merupakan tanda perniagaan yang bersejarah melebihi 300 tahun- Merupakan pembekal tunggal ubat-ubatan kepada kerabat Maharaja semasa Dinasti Qing

**TongRenTang Te Zhi Bai Feng Wan diperakui sebagai “Produk Terkenal di China” pada tahun 1994

**Diiktiraf sebagai “Spesis Ubat Herba yang Terpelihara” pada tahun 1998

**Mendapat pengiktirafan Halal oleh Pertubuhan IFANCA (China Islamic Association, Badan Islam Luar Negara yang diiktiraf oleh JAKIM)

Fungsi-fungsi:

**Melancarkan peredaran darah

**Menyelaraskan kitaran haid yang tidak teratur dan masalah ketidaksesuaian semasa tempoh haid, menyembuhkan senggugut

**Menyelesaikan masalah kronik wanita dan gadis remaja (senggugut, keputihan, peredaran haid, usaha mengelakkan kemandulan dan lain-lain)

**Rawatan helba (naturally) yang menggalakkan kesuburan wanita

**Menyihatkan tubuh badan, mengurangkan keletihan- meningkatkan sistem imunisasi, menguatkan kaki dan tangan

**Menyerlahkan wajah berseri dan awet muda

**Merupakan ubat gantian untuk jamu-jamu, ubat periuk semasa berpantang-menyuburkan badan selepas bersalin, mengecutkan rahim dengan cepat.

**Kepada yang belum berkahwin sangat digalakkan untuk kulit yang cantik, kelancaran haid, sentiasa bertenaga, meningkatkan metabolisma dengan kelancaran darah keseluruh badan dll.

**Merupakan 'ubat seks' untuk wanita, kenikmatan luar biasa kepada kedua belah pihak..(menghasilkan daya kemutan yang sangat dasyat, sehingga suami boleh teringat-ingat sang isteri)

**Bagi wanita yang hampir monopous, ia menguatkan tulang, menguatkan daya tahan badan dari penyakit..

Sesiapa yang sudah memiliki sudah Premium Beautiful, amatlah digalakkan mengamalkan pengambilan Pil Maharani juga.

Kombinasinya sangatlah berkesan luaran dan dalaman.

Harga cuma rm65/kotak+rm10 kos pos.

Cara Pengambilan : Disyorkan - (1/2 bola)-setiap hari sebelum makan atau sebelum tidur (semasa ketiadaan haid)

Do contact me kalau berminat ya :-

Zie @ 012 4029594

sweetziez2112@yahoo.com

The awesome Seminar SM/SSM 2011 - 10th Dec 2011 @ Eastin Hotel, PJ

2011-12-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

Holla everybody, sorry lama tak update. Was so busy with so many business appointments here and there. Well, I hope its not too late to update on one of the amazing seminar that I have ever attended.

Last 2 weeks on 10th December, I attended Seminar SM/SSM which was conducted by pasangan power - CDM Hanis Haizi and her husband - CDM Razali Zain. It was conducted at Eastin Hotel, Petaling Jaya sebab CDM Hanis kata makanan situ sedap - memang sedap pun...menepati citarasa ku....and the audience who attended was 300++ .

It was an amazing crowd - I tell you. Gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hebat - sebab ramai yang nak timba ilmu "how to become a successful person , how to guide biz partner & mcm2 lagi....;)

I thank Allah every day , sebab temukan Zie dengan business nie and also with the right group, sebab my leaders tak pernah lokek nak share ilmu and resepi kejayaan mereka kepada kami semua nie - orang-orang baru dalam business nie.

*Kami diberikan file - title pun dah gempak gilerrr*

Seminar started quite early with registration open at 8am, tapi I was already up since 5.30 sebab I dari Seremban and super duper excited y'all. Bertolak dari rumah pukul 6.30 dan sampai pukul 7.30 pagi...

*The back drop *

*I dapat duduk depan he he he...tengah bagitau hubby - seronok i dapat duduk depan...and can you see the crowd.....punyalah ramai...*

1st speaker, was CDM Razali Zain..a.k.a husband CDM Hanis Haizi (ex-manager with multi national company who left his job and 5 figures income to do this business) ...delivered a speech with da title "Takwim Syarikat"...very important!!..kena arrange our yearly schedule in accordance to the takwim syarikat....

2nd speaker was CDM Salha Zain( used to be a housewife) ..with da Title Online Business...becoz group ini sgt sinonim dgn nama group internet, so step by step diajar how to generate numerous friends in Facebooking & Blogging. I suka sangat dengan this session - I like the way CDM Salha bagi speech , sungguh cool and confident.

3rd speaker was CDM Maisarah, (an Ex- Engineer with government)...she talked about "konsep FORMH, ABC..."..amat penting untuk absorb dalam business ni...

4th speaker..bakal CDM Sha Khalid..speech on "Berdikari"..siapa yg cepat berdikari lg cepat nak maju ke hadapan..."Jangan asyik terasa, nanti bila nak merasa"..renung2kan...;)

Last speaker, Our top leader in this group...CDM Hanis Haizi..delivered a speech " IF U CAN DREAM IT, YOU CAN BECOME IT"...siapa yg percaya & yakin pada kebolehan diri, Confirm BOLEH!!!...

And last but not least, sebagai penutup tirai, my great leader bakal DDM- Adibah Karimah. Sungguh bangga and bersemangat bila our own leader was selected. Walaupun dia kata dia seram sejuk, kita orang anak-anak mummy nie tengok Mummy garang macam Harimau okay.....She was invited to give a short speech as a testimonial and to share her journey in this business to the audience.

Jom, kita share gamabr-gambar sempena seminar hari tu ya...

* Nanti nak pakai bag LV macam mommy Diba jugak....doakan Zie ya mommy Diba*

* With my great leader - CDM Hanis Haizi, truly my idol and a great leader yang

selalu positif pada Zie - Thanks a lot, Hanis*

*My team - Me with my 6 1/2 month baby bump with my great leader Adibah Karimah

and Sharina Hani*

*Our big team - with various background - from Students, Doctors,

Housewife, Accountants and etc *

* All the Iron Ladies in our Team...Yeahhh!!..Go girls...;)

*Our GREAT TEAM - Pics with our great leader CDM Hanis Haizi...*

Finally our BIG group of 300++ participants, tak percaya, sila tengok gamabr nie....

*It was a BIG challenge nak masukkan 300++ dalam this one picture....*

Ok guys, till we meet again in next, Diamond Seminar....!!!..peaceeeee;)

Who want's to be my next apprentice??;)

Buzz Me:

Zie

012-4029594

(Kredit pics to my leaders - CDM Hanis Haizi, bakal DDM Adibah Karimah)

Wordless Wednesday

2011-11-15T15:00:00.000-08:00

Apa kata we take a break from the business talks, and lets focus on Wordless Wednesday.....

This new baby of ours just arrived on Monday, and welcome to our Hakimiziez family.....

Rezeki di penghujung tahun 2011 - Alhamdulillah....

Just a normal machine for some of you guys, but for us yang tak kaya nie - this is a VERY BIG thing and Alhamdulillah - it is ours now , no specifically its Hubby's punya now. I am just to happy for him. Finally, after been talking about it for the past one year - he managed to make it HIS!!!

Kata Wordless Wednesday, tapi banyak plak celotehnya....he he he....

Okay, here is the picture....

*maafkan lantai yang comot itu - hujan lebat nie*

My car - goes with 7477 and His car - goes with 7747.
My car starts with his year and his car starts with my year.
And our number is just left to right and right to left - we find it AWESOME.

Thanks Allah, untuk rezeki yang murah ini, Alhamdulillah....

Salam semua...

2011-11-15T05:51:00.000-08:00

Lama sangat ambik masa nak update blog nie, kerana sibuk and penat dengan tugasan di office. Penat sangat bila dari office, hanya mampu makan, mandi and zzzzz....Tak masuk lagi dengan ramai orang yang bertanya tentang business PB and nak fitting PB lagi. Memang tak terlayan, tapi itulah hiburan selepas penat bekerja di office.

Macam mana dengan Raya Haji korang? As for Zie and family, Alhamdulillah - sambutan yang sederhana and thank god semua can make it this round. Having 2 sisters yang busy teramat susah la nak plan apa-apa. Jamie, my 2nd sister sibuk dengan kerja yang sometimes work at odd hours and masa cuti pun kerja. And my youngest sister, Ain plak - an auditor plak mmg kerja, kerja, and kerja. Well, that is life with audit firm kan. Me have been there, done that and survived - thank god.

Lama tak cerita pasal my family - kan? Well, sibuk berbusiness, itulah jadinya. Those yang my friend on Facebook and Twitter selalu la dapat mu update there......he he he....sebab blog nie macam terpinggir aje sekarang nie - kesian betul.

I nak post up some pictures, nanti I carik dulu cable phone kat mana.....he he he...

Nanti saya akan qada my post dari Raya Puasa , sampai la Hari Raya Haji and segala outing nie semua, selingan sementara saya update pasal business saya nie ya...

Take care peeps...

Dimanakah saya lately nie....

2011-10-31T08:19:00.000-07:00

Salam semua, saya sangat-sangat sibuk sejak akhir-akhir ini, dengan permintaan Premium Beautiful yang mencurah-curah dan pertanyaan pasal bisness. Alhamdulillah, semua impian saya tercapai satu demi satu...tapi itu dilain bicara ya....

Buat pengetahuan semua, saya nie bukanlah dari background Business pun, saya budak Accountancy, and I am an accountant in my day job, tapi kenapa saya membuat bisness nie.

1. Saya mahu income lebih

Walaupun saya bekerja sebagai golongan professional, saya still rasa gaji yang saya dapat tidak mencukupi. Saya ingin income lebih, saya nak ada duit untuk simpanan masa depan, saya nak aim untuk financial freedom. Sekolah tinggi and masuk universiti and pegang gaji besar tak menjanjikan semua itu.

That's why dalam Hai-O sekarang kita lihat pelbagai golongan professional yang turut menyertai bidang perniagaan ini. Mereka ada daytime job, tapi masa mereka yang terluang, mereka gunakan sebaik-baiknya untuk membuat bisnes. Contohnya Hanis Haizi, grad dalam bidang Engineering, Adibah Karimah, bidang IT and saya dalam bidang Accountancy. And a few of my business partners also dalam bidang Accountancy, Law and sebagainya.

2. Saya mahu more free time with my family.

Kerja dalam bidang professional, semakin tinggi jawatan, semakin banyak masa and komitmen diperlukan dipejabat. kesian tengok anak-anak dan suami. Kesian sangat. Semasa saya bekerja di KL dulu, saya terpaksa keluar rumah right after Subuh, and naik bas pukul 6.30 pagi. Anak yang tidur, tak bangun lagi, angkut aje dalam kereta. Dan saya sampai office pukul 8.30 pagi. Itu termasuklah tempuh traffoc jam yang memang terkenal di KL ni. Balik kerja pukul 5.45 pm and sampai Seremban dah pukul 8.30 malam.

Petang lagi la dahsyat traffic jam. Sampai rumah, terus makan, solat Isyak dan tido. Memang tak larat sangat nak layan anak-anak, nak layan suami yang tercinta, sebab badan dah penat. Ini saya yang travel hari-hari dari Seremban ke KL, saya rasa situasi saya sama aje dengan orang yang kerja and duduk di KL, memang amat penat.

3. Saya ingin berniaga

Kerana saya rasa kerja saya hanya habis setakat ketua saya sahaja. Effort kita walupun kita letakkan 110%, apa yang kita dapat hanyalah gaji kita sahaja. Bonus pun setahun sekali, increment pun setahun sekalik. Itupun bergantung pada prestasi kerja pada "MATA" immediate supervisor kita. Saya rasa ramai antara kita yang letak > 100% atas kerja kita, tapi bila time bonus and increment, alahai - ini sahaja yang kita dapat atas penat lelah kita selama setahun?

Ramai yang kecewa, ramai yang patah hati, and terus tak ada mood nak bekerja. That's why sindrom tukar kerja datang. Tapi tak ramai yang berjaya untuk menukar tempat kerja sebab ni zaman employer choose their employee. Bukan semua orang yang bertuah dapat demand gaji yang mereka hendak. Kebanyakan dari kita TERPAKSA ya, terpaksa bekerja untuk melangsaikan hutang-piutang mereka. Hutang-piutang yang kita panggil commitment. Hutang-piutang ini termasuklah :-

a) Kereta - kurang2x kena ada 2 kalau both husband and wife bekerja

b) Rumah - tak kisahlah rumah sendiri ke rumah sewa

c) Duit babysitter anak

d) Hutang credit card

e) Loan PTPTN

f) Personal loan

g) Insurance nyawa dan medical

h) Duit untuk mak ayah kita

i) Bil utilities yang lain - api, air, air-cond, telefon, streamyx, dan lain-lain lagi

Cuba tanya orang yang bekerja tu, seronok ke bekerja? Jawapannya -Tidak!!!! Kalau boleh nak aje duduk rumah goyang kaki and mengadap muka anak-anak membesar, lagi best and lagik puas. Tapi kerana commitment di atas, terpaksa kerja, terpaksa mengadap muka bos and client walaupun lebih rela duduk rumah. Betul kan?

Tapi kepuasan bekerja sendiri lain, kita dapat rasa penat lelah usaha kita, apa kita usahakan - itu yang kita dapat. We put in 110% - we will get 110%. We put in 20% , we will get 20%. It really depends on us.

4. Rezeki 9/10 adalah dari perniagaan

Even Rasulullah pun berkata sedemikian, kerana lubuk kekayaan adalah dari perniagaan dan bukannya daripada kerja makan gaji. Kepuasan berniaga memang lain. Saya menulis bukan menyuruh anda semua untuk tinggalkan kerja anak - TIDAK ya....tapi apa kata kita try berniaga kecil-kecilan dahulu.

Kita start small, kita mula dari bawah, kita usaha, kerana setiap perjalanan bermual dari titik tolak yang pertama. Kita doa, usaha, tawakal dan redha, Yang penting semua mesti berjalan seia- sekata. Kita usaha dah=n biarkan Allah yang tentukan segalanya...insy allah, kita akan berjaya.

5. We must love what we do, and we will never have to work the rest of our life

Pernah dengar the above saying, if we love and suka dengan kerja kita, kita tak akan bekerja seumur hidup. Maknanya we love what we do, and we will do it more often, we see the results and we will work harder to achieve more.

Perniagaan memerlukan komitmen yang tinggi dan berterusan, jadi jika gagal or jatuh sekali, jangan give up, stand up and face it again. Jangan mudah mengalah, bangun dan teruskan usaha. Pandangan negatif orang lain sentiasa dimana-mana, biasalah orang oakan pandang ringan or niat nak menjatuhkan kita sentiasa dimana-mana, yang penting diri kita harus positif, diri kita mesti dekat dengan our leaders, diri kita mesti dikelilingi oleh orang yang akan membantu kita, akan memberi kita kata-kata semangat and akan menaikkan morale kita.

Bila kita dilingkui oleh orang macam nie, kita tak akan mudah mengalah, kita akan sentiasa positif dan kita akan sentiasa fight. Dalam bisnes nie, kita buka buat seorang diri, kita buat dalam team, TEAMWORK is everything!!!! That is why in this business, TEAMWORK is important, and pls make sure you join the RIGHT GROUP!!! Walaupun both Hanis and Adibah lagi muda dari Zie, tapi mereka memang berpengalaman and willing to help their team members, ALhamdulillah Zie dipertemukan dengan mereka. Mereka banyak membimbing Zie sehingga Zie sampai ke tahap ini.

Call me for an appointment, I am willing to help, jika anda risaukan akan tiada modal, jangan risau, contact saya, Zie akan explain cara alternative nak buat business nie.

Produk bagus dah ada, testimonial berlambak-lambak dalam internet, cuma kita sahaja kena bijak utk cari customer. Call me and I will explain how and I have proof that it works!!!

Call me for appointment 012-402 9594

Nak jugak pakai Premium Beautiful, tapi tak banyak cash?

2011-10-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ada cara jika anda berminat untuk mendapatkan PB tetapi tiada cash....

Zie cadangkan plan pembayaran PB secara ansuran melalui RHB Easy! Yes, it is soo easyy!!

Where you got to enjoy special rate (PB member's price) with RHB Easy.

I would suggest you go for 12 months or 18 months..

You can visit RHB Kiosk at any . senang je bawak ic no documentation required!

Kalau ada cash and credit card lebih baik :) Ape2 pun the choice is yours darling..

So, boleh aje dapat badan macam Kim Kardashian nie...no hal punya...

*by the way, gorjes kan Kim nie...*

Call 012 4029594

Bagi yang telah lama menanti dan menunggu.......

2011-10-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

Bagi yang telah lama menanti dan menunggu, apa kata Zie cadangkan anda untuk try Premium Beautiful. Insya allah, banyak testimonial (termasuk diri Zie dan Intan Hezliyana)....ramai yang telah berjaya mengandung setelah beberapa lama mencuba Premium Beautiful. Kos Premium Beautiful tidaklah semahal kos IVF, tidaklah semahal kos perubatan untuk mendapatkan anak, dan yang paling penting tidaklah semahal PENANTIAN akan kehadiran cahayamata yang didamba-dambakan selama ini...

Allah juga telah berjanji akan membantu umatnya yang berusaha - apa kata kita cuba pula Premium Beautiful, manalah tahu boleh membantu usaha anda untuk mendapatkan cahayamata? Yang penting kita berusaha....

Premium Beautiful helps to balance your hormone estrogen and progesterone. One of our business partner dah 4 tahun menunggu nak anak tapi tak dapat2 jugak.. but with the helps of Premium Beautiful + Herba Maharani ( kira makan consistently ) Alhamdullilah she's now pregnant.

Not only, kalau ada masalah keputihan, cyst,fibroid, prolapsed uterus, irregular period flow dan macam2 lagi yang berkaitan dengan masalah wanita.. Jangan biarkan ia menganggu diri anda!!

Premium Beautiful membantu menghilangkan "bau" yang tidak menyenangkan... yelahh nanti kan suami pun lari!!

Pls call : 012 4029594

KERANA YOU DESERVE THE BEST IN LIFE!!

Why Premium Beautiful?

2011-10-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

There are various corset to choose from , but why Premium Beautiful? Why does it stands above the rest? Here I will tell you why,,,,

a - It has Superbrand awards, and its the only corset which have Superbrands awards

b- It has lifetime warranty, does not matter how long have u purchased it - 1 month, 1 year, 2 yrs, 3 yrs, 10 yrs or more than 20 years....it does not matter as it have lifetime warranty.

c - A lifetime investment - u can use it before u get married, trying to conceive, in confinement, to be healthy , for fibroid, cyst, slipdisc, gout, cancer - u name it and its for everything and everybody. It only costs a small portion compared to all the medical treatment that you have to go through.

d - It has 3 components - long bra, waist sniper and long girdle and we are tailored to fit every body shape - name it - Apple, Pear, Cylinder or Hour Glass....

Disiplin je pakai insyaAllah boleh nampak perubahan ketara dalam masa 1-2 minggu!!

Pear Shape

Hour Glass

Full Figured

Cylinder /Straight

e - Multiple users - even guys and babies with jaundice can use it

f - So comfortable and after a week, you will not used to "not wearing it"...

WEAR IT, FEEL IT, SHARE IT, LIKE IT!!

and most important of all, after u share it= $$$$$$$ MORE MONEY!!

CALL :012 4029594 book your appointment now!

Why do you need an extra income?

2011-10-06T20:05:00.000-07:00

Well, many of you might know that I am an accountant. I have been in this profession for at least 10 years. As my career grows, so does my family and commitment over the years. Please do not get me wrong, I love my profession, and I have no regrets but over the years, I think that I might be able to earn more.

Family grows in a good thing, but commitment is on the opposite as a whole? But we do need to invest in material things to make our family more comfortable over time, We need to have a bigger house, we need to have a bigger car and that makes a reason why our commitment tend to grow over time. And what about our kids, our savings for our future and their future, and our parents?

Its not wrong to have a more happy life for your family, never, but how do you gain that? You need to prepare so many things for them - and that requires money.

Let me ask you this question, I know all of you guys are working fulltime, so do I. But at the end of the month, is it sufficient? Do you always think that your effort of 8 hours per day and sometimes even more in the office supposed to be paid higher? I am sure most of you guys out there would agree with me. Wouldn't it be great to have at least a few thousand extras every month and lasts to the following month, that you may able to save it, invest it anywhere, unlike now where during month end, just before the next pay date, all your money has been spent?

Many of us, have studied and spent a number if years in university and getting a degree is a really big thing in our life and many times, we will sit and wonder, that the money that we receive every month during our pay day is just not sufficient? Right? We are worth more than that. Plus bonus is only once a year, and one year effort, we have been working very hard only to be paid peanuts - it is sad rite?

Here, I am suggesting for you guys pls think about this, why not spent an additional 2-3 hours per day, and sometimes 2-3 hours every weekend just to do an additional part time job. And I am sure you will feel happy, as you will now be able to put more food on the table, to be able to bring your family to a vacation, to have more savings in the bank account, and you will feel that there is more what life can provides you.

It does not matter what, but at least pls do help yourself by giving yourself a chance. I am not asking you to leave your jobs, but then give yourself a chance to give it a try - at least 1-2 years on this business opportunity. It has a very good prospect, we work in a team and we never work alone.

Please contact me at 012-4029594 or e-mail me at sweetziez2112@yahoo.com to book an appointment and I will be happy to show you how to do it.

Holla Penang and Kedah people......

2011-09-23T04:20:00.000-07:00

I will be in Penang from

Saturday 24th Sept

Monday 26th Sept 2011.

Pls call or make an appointment to have

a free trial of PB

and a look at

a successful business opportunity.

See ya.....

I am so excited to see

YOU!!!!!!

Call me

012-4029594

Latest promotion from the Super mommy - Hanis Haizi....

2011-09-22T19:12:00.000-07:00

Bangun pagi nie, terbeliak mata Hanis nak bagi Pen Swarovski + pen drive worth RM350 utk sesapa dalam group yang dapat jam tangan this month......Wah....!!! meleleh air liur.....Omaigoddd!!!!!!

Sila baca yang nie....

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Our Group Achievement so far.. alhamdullilah every month mesti ada orang achieve jam tangan, pen or tabung kereta. Memang dah jadi trend dalam group we all untuk laungkan jam tangan2 ni.. sebab ni as our motivation untuk tingkatkan prestasi group!

And for your info nama-nama yang qualify jam tangan aka 50 sets Premium Beautiful sales in one Month akan terpampang di center kami.

Performance seseorang leader itu boleh diukur melalui berapa ramai yang berjaya di bawah beliau.. melalui Jam tangan, Pen, dan berapa ramai juga CDM yang lahir dari kumpulan beliau. Nak tengok lagi jelas berapa ramai beliau boleh bawak rakan kongsi pergi melancong. Alhamdullilah insyaAllah tahun ni je hanis akan completekan 6 orang CDM dari leg yang berbeza. Alhamdullilah as for Holland insyaAllah akan qualify 1 bus ++ =)

So choose your leader wisely! Kejayaan kita bergantung pada leader and of course diri sendiri! Tapi tanpa bantuan dan motivation dari leader kita pun tak boleh jadi.

Dan for this month as a booster untuk bantu rakan kongsi cepat lagi dapat JAM tangan sesiapa dari GROUP CDM HANIS HAIZI bakal menerima Pen Swarovski Crystal + Pen Drive ( 2 in 1) yang bernilai RM350++

Good luck babes!!!

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Come one people, jangan tunggu lagi....peluang keemasan depan mata nie,,,,jangan hanya jadi penonton dan melihat sahaja... I dah lama tunggu, and I am not waiting any longer....

Call me to book an appointment

012-4029594

Join the right group...

2011-09-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

Wow, my super mommy - Hanis Haizi and mommy - Adibah Karimah memang kental dan hebat. These 2 women are younger than me, tapi sungguh hebat aura nyer and credibilitinya.

Zie bertuah dibawah mereka , selalu di beri tunjuk ajar oleh mereka and mereka tidak lokek ilmu ya nak share dengan Zie yang baru sangat - kiranya amat green la dalam bidang nie, alhamdulillah mereka sentiasa bimbing Zie.

Last time, Zie dah cerita pasal Hanis, now Zie nak cerita pasal Adibah pulak.

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Be in the right group~~!!..Actually, dah lama nk tulis entry bout this..tp kn la tunjuk buktikan..huhu..Today, nak story mory & share2 with u guys outside yg tercari2 business & dah pun join tis business pastu x jadiiii...banyak kan kita dgr, ramai yg join tp ditinggalkan leader, buat x jadi, no guidance.. All those stories happened to me as well before this...

Bukan menyalahkan group lama tp tetap berterima kasih kpd mereka coz give me a chance to know about this business..Eventho, pangkat yg lama already DSM..but, its nothing for me!!;p..I more focus to do personal sales that time..dunno that this business actually can go far becoz no guidance..siapa yg xnak berjaya kan??tapi, seriously im telling u guys seperti terkapai kapai di lautan...;(

Eventho byk buat personal sales, tapi still x puas..!! pada masa yg sama, usha2 group hanis..how come she can get 6 figure every month with premium beautiful only!!dlm hati kecilku, wanna be like her..wanna be like her!!arghhhh..she can do it!!i also can rite??tapiii, tak tahu cara...mmg boleh buat, tp how??how??nak income besar every month, nak mantapkan rakan kongsi,nak lebarkan sayap ke setiap negeri..hurmmm..makan hati jela kalau fikir sorang2..huhu;p

Everyday, pagi2 kalau bgn tido terus buka fb & blog hanis!!she's inpiring me sooo much!!!.yg sgt kelakar, just baca je blog & kata2 hanis semangat terus berkobar2..eventho, dia x knl pon i siape..hukhuk..dah boleh kata angau pon ade ngan hanis..mana taknye, sampai termimpi2 jumpe dia..yela, duk asyikk terbayang nak jadi mcm dia..hehehe..;p

At da same time, we all sibuk mengemas nak berpindah ke kl..becoz my hubby transfer ke KL.. At last, mungkin ALLAH nak pertemukan jodoh dgn kitaorg, one day i terbaca fb hanis nk turun ke utara!!!..ya allah, hatiku berbunga rianggg..bersyukur sgt!!what shud i do??sokongan & semangat dari my hubby, terus i msg hanis nk jumpe..mlm tu we set date then trs jumpee!!seronoknya jgn ckpla..mcm nk jumpe artis gitu..hihi

Hanis bagi kata2 semangat, setting my dream, goals & everything!!kat situ, dah nampak sgt2 jelas mana hala tuju slps ni..xnak berada di takuk yang lama..then, tanpa fikir panjang im willing to join hanis group..she never force me to rejoin,but i myself volunteer..becoz i want to change myself from nobody to somebody.. yeaahaaaaa!!!

I joined hanis at the of end of may..kira sgtla baru!!but now, i proved already to myself & people outside.. Alhamdulillah in just 2 months im qualified DIAMOND SALES MANAGER, sales achievement RM100,000 (rewarded by stockist JAM TANGAN), 2month car fund (now 3rd month), & my dream income(bonus besarrr!!);)) insyaALLAH holland dlm genggamku!!syukur ya allah!!Bulat hati dengan pemimpin pasti dapat!!jelaskan matlamat & setting dr sekarang..ke mana hala tuju kita selepas ini..I just follow hanis word by word!!In this business, we "JUST FOLLOW DA LEADER, & U'LL GET WHAT DO U WANT!!" trust me....

When im realize back ,if i did not take this action, sampai bila hanya menunggu di dpn screen laptop & x berani mengambil tindakan!!(hanya melihat org yg berjaya shj sekeliling, kita bila lagi???..I know u all kat luar sana ada yg dh join tp frust becoz no guidance, ditinggalkan leader begitu shj..ramai ckp kat i, 90% atas diri sendiri..coz diri sendiri nak berjaya!!mmg 90% is ourself, myself!! but 10% from group & leader is very important!! seperti ditinggalkan x bertali...;P

In hanis haizi group, berpegang kuat di stokis B32 batu caves & dipayungi pemimpin yg hebat CDM HAJJAH SITI ROHANA & CDM HAJI AZLAN..Mereka ini sudah diibarat seperti ibu & ayah..bersama2 maju bersama kumpulan..!!!

Sekarang totally different!!kalau diingat kan dulu terpaksa melakukan aktiviti redah meredah setiap hari, tp kini x perlu lg..semua ini dihujung jari..Dgn strategi hanis & pasangannya raz semua menjadi mudah, senang!!hari2 ramai yg bertanya by call, message, email bout business & nak pakai PB.. permintaan premium beautiful corset makin hari makin melonjak naik!!Gara2 semua nak bergaya sakan di hari raya..woohooo!!

In this business, x ambil masa yg lama pun..prove is everywhere around me..Da most pun 2 years shj nk capai pangkat yg tertinggi..CROWN DIAMOND MANAGER!!Like hanis, she only target to achive this level in just 1 year!!!Last month i had challenged myself to target all this thing, & alhamdulillah i achive it!!so, my next target by end of this year im already DOUBLE DIAMOND MANAGER (DDM)..InsyaALLAH...;)

In this 2 month, i dh melebarkan sayap ke Terengganu, Kelantan, Pahang, Kedah, Melaka....ke selatan soon!!! area lembah klang jgn ckpla..hehehe(over jap;p) eventho jauh, tp still dekat coz we do by jaringan internet shj!!Cdm hanis haizi terkenal dgn jaringan internet by blog & FB shj..so, why not we take this chance to do this business by blog & fb only..!!;)

I'm sure u all wonder how is da strategy in hanis haizi group sampai dpt menjana income 4-5 or even 6 figure every month!!syukurrrr ya allah....we have that key guys..nak tahu caranya??lets make appointment with me & I'll show u da way..Kuasa jaringan internet seperti lubuk emas kalau tahu dalaminya..sooo easyyyy!!!;)

Pada yg nasibnya yg same wif me..do not give up!!syarikat & produk dah sememangnya hebat!!tp siapakah yg menarik tangan kita untuk berjaya!!tepuk dada tnya jawapan hati...Let's share with me bout your story..;)

New me in a new group!!!;)

(Early business wif hanis..always support me!!)

(hot selling!!!macam goreng pisang panasss...)

(My achievement sales RM100,000..Jam tangan & hamper hari raya..wohooo!!)

(Business partner from Kedah & Terengganu )

(the winner's)

(Big family in team hanis haizi)

(Award SM & SSM)

(With sifu 6 figure income every month!!cdm hanis & cdm salha)

(With supportive husband..always support me..thanxs abg!!)

(supportive business partner)

(ho ho hollandddd!!!)

(My dream bonus!!bonus besar..bonus besar..syukurr ;)))

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Adibah nie real life very funny person and very positive, senang nak deal and easy going. Baru 2 bulan join business dah dapat income 6 angka - hebat kan? And she also had received Jam Tangan in Julai untuk sales RM100k....wow.....

Pls call and contact me , if you wanna join us....

Pls call to book an appointment

012-4029594

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2011-09-22T18:48:00.000-07:00

Dear peeps,

Please feel free to go here --> www.ziemohdghani.com

Everybody need to move, and so does ME......

One step at a time.......

How to measure your PB ?

2011-09-19T17:23:00.000-07:00

To those yang interested nak order PB (Premium Beautiful), here I attach on how to give me your measurement ya...

PB nie is vey unique in a way that it comes in various sizes that suits body size from XS to XXXL, hence the right measurement is important in determining the right PB for your body

what u need to do is

simple je ok....

u kene ada measuring tape....

and ukuran diambil in cm

Step 1 - Measure your bust(dada/puncak)

Step 2 - Measure your underbust(bawah dada)

Step 3 - Measure your waist(pinggang)

Step 4 - Measure your buttock(punggung)

just provide me all the measurement above

i will calculate your size

and will ship to your doorstep as soon as possible...!!

call me 012-4029594

***credit to Hanis, Mai and Liza for the pics

Ada offer menarik...

2011-09-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

Kepada sesiapa yang membeli PB (full set) dari Zie, akan dapat Lactolite dari Zie worth RM158 free!!!!!

Woot woot!!! Free uollss....sapa tak nak barang free.....Tapi limited to the first 5 customers sahaja....
Cepat-cepat.....sapa yang dok terpikir -pikir nak beli ke tak nak, nak beli ke tak nak, jangan lengah-lengah...my stok tak banyak nie.....sikit aje tinggal......tinggal 5 aje nie..

*gambar digugel - thank biocantik.com*

Apa kebaikan Lactolite? Lactolite nie macam glukos yang akan help detox your body fats, and jika diminum bersama dengan pemakaian PB akan cepat menrunkan berat badan. Sapa tak nak nampak gorgeous uolsss....sapa tak nak?

*thanks to blog Mai*

Lihat nie, transformation Kak Ana, she uses PB and minum Lactolite setiap hari and managed to transform.
I went to class last Wednesday, and met Kak Ana personally, Ya allah, memang kurus sangat, she is my idol, takpe next time jumpa nak ambik gambarr dengan Kak Ana. Dia memang my inspiration.

Cepat - cepat , offer nie hanya pada the first 5 customers..

My no to call 012 -4029594 or e-mail me at sweetziez2112@yahoo.com

Why did I join this business.....

2011-09-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

As u guys knows from reading my previous posts, I have already joined the bandwagon - yes, the Premium Beautiful business bandwagon. Mesti korang wonder, who are my leader? Well, my direct leader non other than CDM glamer - Ms Hanis Haizi.

I dah baca blog Hanis lama sangat dah, since zaman dia housewife and tak join business Premium Beautiful lagi masa tu. And I watched and follow her blog way before that. I saw her from being a housewife, then joined and start selling Premium Beautiful , from earning RM3k per month to now earning RM180k per month. Honestly, she is an inspiration for me. I sentiasa terliur aje bila tengok hasil shopping beliau, she have 2 BMW's, her hardwork and determination, and she is such a positive person.

And one day, due to work stress and so many things happened to me at the same time, I call Hanis and make an appointment with her, senang sangat nak deal dengan dia and ,within just a short time - in just an hour and a half - she explained to me the marketing strategy and the importance of team work and immediately I am hooked.

Walaupun she earns 6 figure income per month, but she is a down to earth person, and she did shared some of her struggles and how she overcome it - and I am determined to be like her...

Let's read her story here......my idola - Hanis Haizi...

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As you all know I used to be a housewife. Lepas graduate, I malas nak kerja. Coz at that time I was pregnant. Dah nak dekat 7 bulan time tu, so I tot maybe i just relax je kat rumah. plus memang confirm la x de org nak hire pregnant women kan. I really enjoy my first pregnancy. Boleh bangun tido sesuka atii akuu..

Then tup tup... hariz pun selamat dilahirkan. Becoming a mother is not easy. Tambah2 si hariz at that time x nak tido malam!! Oh noo... macam mana nak masuk kerja kalau macam ni? Plus i'm fully Breastfeed him.. so i tot maybe i could give myself a break for 6 months maybe?? hubby agreed.

Duk rumah, is the bestest thing ever! Yes! you boleh bangun sukati pukul berapa u nak, pakai baju tido pagi petang siang malam. No one bother. I enjoy staying at home walaupun gaji i at that time 3 angka sajork. uhukkk

dulu pekerjaan suri rumah ku ini dipandang hina

as time goes by, hariz dah masuk 7-8-9 bulan.. Hubby tanya bila u nak kerja? Now i dah memang takde mood langsung nak kerja. Kepala hotak aku dah mula berkarat. And term2 engineering pun sudah ku lupakan. Oh no. Macam mana nak masuk kerja ni??

And the next thing i know.. hariz is already 1 years old.. Me? Still stuck at home with no progress. Except jadi mak. The truth is I MEMANG MALAS NAK KERJA. I malas nak bangun awal2 pagi, redah jam. I don't like to work for people. I malas nak buat benda yang sama tiap2 hari.It is just not me.

In fact I lagi suka belajar dari kerja. I told my hubby i nak sambung my master. Dia ok jer. Search punya search i nak belajar kat Finland. Nape finland, sebab FREE!! yes all Scandinavian countries semuanya free for education. ngeheee

And one day, i tengah scroll2 my FB.. or Friendster kot. I tengok my friends.. Uniten or TIKL semuanya ada PROGRESS. some of them engineers.. lecturers.. or sambung masters kat overseas ade yg tengah buat phD pun! Bukan perasaan hasad dengki ok. PHD. At the age of what 25?!! Akuu???????? dimanakah aku berada? Oh noooo!!!!!! goshhh i felt soo down n down down berhari2.. aku nanges. Meratapi nasib. Salah siapa? No one!! I have no income (ade la takat nuffnang punya haha), no house, no car, no job NADA!!!

And then i pray so hard every day mintak Allah bukakkan pintu rezeki. I want my life back. I nak jadi somebody yang boleh dibanggakan. Tak kesah la dalam apa2.. bidang..

Then one fine day... a friend of mine sms me

Babe ko nak tak buat side income RM3000 sebulan

Dalam hati : wwoooo RM3000 is what i need! Since aku malas kerja. RM3000 pun jadik lah.

I terus sign up and no turning back.

Fast forward TWO years plus... later...........

dari RM3000 (my first pay)

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First bonus jadi CDM!
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combine hubby and wifey income..:)

dengan car fund for the WHOLE LLIFE, Wawasan bonus (bila ade 6 leg bergerak), Traveling foc tak yah cakap lah.. and many more!

My first Beemer 3 Series

My latest Beemer F10

Here I am Today.

with my group now expanding syukur sangat2...business partners ALL OVER MALAYSIA, infact berada di Aussie, Brunei, Singapore and UK!

HONG KONG 2 BUS FULL with BUSINESS PARTNERS!

Alhamdullilah! I'm so blessed with my life. I think ada hikmah kenapa i tak kerja dulu... otherwise I takkan jumpa this wonderful bizz! My life has change 360 degree! Not only I changed, but those yang bersama-sama hanis dari awal sehingga kini pun sama2 turut berubah! Syukur!!

With the right determination and guidance you will be succeed!!! Yeahh I believe that!!

A man can be as great as he wants to be. If you believe in yourself and have the courage, the determination, the dedication, the competitive drive and if you are willing to sacrifice the little things in life and pay the price for the things that are worthwhile, it can be done.InsyaAllah!

Masa akan menentukan segalanya!! Gunakan masa sebaik-baik mungkin else dia akan terbuang dan berlalu macam tu je!

-hanis-
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Hidup ni ibarat putaran roda..hari ni kita berada di atas, satu hari nnti, adakah kita yakin kite akan sentiasa di atas??

Kalau nak harapkan makan gaji, seperti kais pagi,makan pagi..kais ptg makan ptg..20hb keatas menunggu dgn penuh kesetiaan coz gaji masukk...boleh kira x, gaji yg dapat, tolak tu tolak ni..agak2 boleh buat simpanan x??for mak ayah lg??humm,kita sendiri boleh fikir jauh...;p

For me, alhamdulillah..i make a right decision to have a side income from this business..9/10 rezeki melimpah ruah daripada business..coz, dlm biz kte sndr yg tentukan berapa kita inginkan..tepuk dada,tnya jawapan hati anda...

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So ppl, diharap petikan diatas akan menaikkan semangat kita...see, Hanis bermula dari seorang fulltime housewife and she is very succesful now. Kalau dia boleh, kita pun Insya allah boleh. Cuma nak or tak nak sahaja...

Come and join our group

Pls call me to book an appointment 012-4029594 (Zie)

Bersama-sama kita mencipta kejayaan kita.......ayuhla....

Morning sickness?

2011-09-16T18:54:00.000-07:00

As u guys already know, I am already 14 weeks nak masuk 15 weeks of pregnancy. And I always get this questions...."Tak ada morning sickness ke?" I just smiled and said Okay la pregnancy kali nie....I tak seteruk dulu, tak penat and dok baring aje macam dulu, takde bleeding macam dulu......it's totally different experience...

Tapi , yang sama setiap kali I mengandung adalah suami saya yang mabuk mengandung, suami saya yang pening-pening and muntah-muntah. Pelik kan? Selama nie I dengar cerita aje.....tapi both me and my hubby is experiencing it....memang funny.

Ada a few incident nie...

Incident 1

Encik suami balik dengan sungguh excited membawa satu bungkusan, while saya Cik Isteri duduk menonton TV.
Encik Suami : B, B tengok la apa yang I bawa....
Cik Isteri      : Apa dia yang? *sambil mata memandang TV*
Encik Suami : I bawak balik mangga mudaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...*sambil mata kelip-kelip'
Cik Isteri    : Oh okay.......

Tetiba senyap......Cik Isteri pelik apsal senyap aje......mana Encik Suami....

Rupa-rupanya Encik Suami sanggup kupas sendiri mangga muda and makan kat dapur seorang....

ha ha ha ha,,,,,,,*comel aje Encik Suami saya nie....*

Incident 2

Encik Suami mabuk-mabuk semasa memandu, and menyuruh Cik Isteri yang mengandung 6 bulan ketika itu untuk switch driver nak memandu balik kampung dari Penang ke Seremban.Cik Isteri pun teruskan membawa kereta , disebabkan keadaan mengandung, so kenalah pit stop dimana-mana sebab nak ke toilet sebentar. Jadi Si Isteri pun berhenti sebentar di RnR, bila berhenti, Encik Suami terus terjaga and minta...

Encik Suami : B, B tolong belikan I mangga ye...
Cik Isteri     : ha ha ha...okay......*adoyai, suami ku....*

Adakah korang face benda yang sama ketika mengandung....bila instead korang yang mengalami morning sickness, korang nyer suami yang mengalami nya? Pls share with me ya....boleh I letak kat sini...he he he...memang pengalaman yang hebat....

Meh sini, saya letak gambar hero saya, kawan baik saya , dan yang support saya selama ini - tak kira masa saya susah atau senang.........

Diperkenalkan, tulang belakang saya....Encik Suami saya....

Kenapa saya buat business ?

2011-09-15T22:15:00.000-07:00

Ramai orang terkejut bila saya katakan saya berhenti kerja, dan sekarang menjalan kan business sendiri dimana saya lah bos, dan sayalah pekerja...he he he... Kata mereka, sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang sangat......Tapi saya tidak berfikir sedemikian, kerana dibawah ini saya sertakan reason saya.

1. Saya penat kerja makan gaji
Saya penat bangun pagi, saya penat drive tempuh jam, saya penat punch card, saya penat terkejar-kejar diwaktu pagi supaya my punch card tak merah, saya penat bersoal-jawab dengan bos apabila saya lambat disebabkan traffic jam walaupun saya dah keluar rumah pukul 6.30 pagi.

*thanks en gugel*

Saya juga penat, bila balik kerja, balik lambat, dan bila sampai rumah sahaja, tidak ada masa untuk keluarga, sebab bila kita penat, kita takde mood nak melayan family dan keluarga kita, tidak ada quality time untuk family kita.

2. Gaji dan Bonus...
Berapa ramai yang diluar sana yang rasa gaji dan bonus tidak setimpal dengan apa yang kita sumbangkan pada syarikat kita? Kita penat berusaha hari-hari tetapi gaji kita hanya masuk sebulan sekali,sekali dapat terus sahaja bayar segala macam komitmen yang ada - duit kereta, duit rumah, duit babysitter , duit susu and pampers anak utk sebulan, barang-barang dapur, insurance nyawa , medical card utk diri dan keluarga, duit credit card dan segal macam perbelanjaan....and what about gaji kita - yang reward to ourselves? kadang-kadang ada dan kadang -kadang tiada.......

*situasi normal kan - thanks en gugel*

3. Masa
Kekangan masa kerana kebanyakan kita full time - masuk pukul 8.30 dan balik pukul 5.30 petang, and kalau ada deadline dan sebagainya .....we might have to stay back. Sesetengah golongan professional seperti accountants and engineers diantaranya...kerja lebih masa - tak boleh claim overtime - dibayar dengan gaji ataupun ditambah pada cuti mereka, tetapi deadline is a deadline - betul? No question in that - tapi apakah impactnyer kepada kita - off course we have to sacrifice our quality time with our family? I am sure korang kalau kena extend working hours, mesti fikir - alamak, habisla plan malam nie nak dinner dengan encik suami, habislah plan weekend saya nak pergi camping dengan anak saya, habislah plan saya nak pergi tengok Exhibition buku dengan anak saya, habislah plan saya nak balik kampung nak jumpa parents saya........sedeynye.....harap mereka akan maafkan saya suatu hari nanti.....tapi kita kengkadang lupa, ,masa yang hilang tiada gantinya.......sebab once time is gone - its gone.....

Sapa yang suka kerja, tak siapa kan? Tapi apa kata kita tukar kerja kita kepada sesuatu yang menghiburkan? Nantikan tulisan saya selepas ini........How to make our Work more fun.....

Another testimonial from my friend, Intan Hezliyana....

2011-09-13T17:57:00.000-07:00

This is a testimonial from my good friend yang berada di Sitiawan, Ipoh... Intan Hezliyana....

Pls have a read and decide....

She transformed from this....

(March 2008 - at 85kg)

to this....

(31th August 2011 - 75kg and the best thing is blessed with two cute boys!!!)

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As-salam pada pembaca testimonial ini.

Saya Intan Hezliyana Abdullah menetap di Sitiawan, Perak telah menggunakan PB bermula pada Disember 2008 sehingga kini. Saya mengalami kesukaran untuk mengandung disebabkan obisiti. Berat badan saya menghampiri 90kg ketika November 2008.

Ketika saya baru berkahwin pada Mac 2008, berat badan saya 85kg. Apabila lebih 6 bulan kami bernikah tetapi tiada tanda-tanda saya mengandung, hati jadi resah. Pada detik itu juga mulalah saya tunjukkan keresahan saya pada rakan-rakan, teman-teman blog dan kawan sekerja. Apabila saya bertemu dengan pakar sakit puan, doktor menyarankan saya untuk menurunkan berat badan dan mula melakukan senaman. Bagi saya, saya tidak perlukan senaman sepreti joging dan erobik kerana di tempat kerja saya turun naik tangga lebih dari 5-6 kali sehari.

Sehinggalah salah seorang rakan blog saya mendekati saya untuk memakai PB. Rakan saya ini meyatakan bahawa pelanggan-pelanggannya ramai telah berjaya menurunkan berat badan dan ada yang berjaya mengandung setelah memakai PB 2-3 bulan. Pada awalnya saya was-was dan seakan tidak percaya pada kata-kata rakan saya ini. Tetapi oleh kerana pada ketika itu rakan saya memberi peluang untuk saya membayar PB secara ansuran bulanan dan saya juga ingin memberinya peluang berniaga, saya bersetuju untuk menggunakannya.

Pada minggu pertama penggunaan PB saya rasa tidak berapa selesa dengan korset yang ketat dan seluar yang sendat. Saya adukan kepada rakan saya dan beliau menyatakan memang itulah caranya korset itu berfungsi kerana pada awalnya korset, girdle dan long bra akan membentuk badan kita. Memang terbukti kerana pada minggu kedua, saya mula berasa selesa dan suami pun memuji bentuk badan saya yang lebih 'curvy' dan sexy.

Pada bulan kedua penggunaan PB, bentuk badan saya lebih membentuk dan memudahkan saya untuk menyarung sut PB setiap pagi. Kalau dahulunya saya perlukan bantuan suami untuk memakai PB, tapi tidak lagi pada bulan kedua. Saya juga merasakan selera makan saya lebih terkawal dan pergerakan seharian saya lebih pantas berbanding dahulu. Pada bulan kedua penggunaan PB saya turun berat badan sebanyak 3 kg.

Pada bulan kedua itu jugalah, saya mendapat satu berita paling menggembirakan hati saya. Saya mengandung anak sulung kami pada Januari 2009. Ada benarnya kata-kata rakan yang menjual set PB ini pada saya bahawa PB ini boleh memantapkan kedudukan rahim dan seterusnya memberi peluang cerah untuk mengandung. Anak sulung saya dilahirkan pada September 2009 dan kini sudah berusia 2 tahun.

Setelah saya melahirkan anak pertama, saya menyambung penggunaan PB untuk memberikan saya bentuk badan seperti dahulu. Akan tetapi, mungkin penggunaan PB terlalu berkesan buat saya...saya disahkan mengandung anak kedua pada April 2010. Anak kedua saya selamat dilahirkan pada Januari 2011 dan telah berusia 8 bulan.

Saya memakai set PB sehingga kini. Alhamdulillah berat badan saya telah berkurangan sehingga ke 75kg sekarang. PB banyak membantu kehidupan saya dan saya ingin berkongsi pengalaman saya dengan anda semua. Tidak rugi mempunyai satu set PB.

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*credit also goes to the one who introduces her to PB - Sri Yanti bt Ahmad.

Intan pakai PB even before Zie pakai PB and Intan yang introduce me to PB after that, and even advise me to use it to loose weight. Thanks to you too, Intan.

Jadi, to all the people outside there, who have weight problem, have difficulties nak conceive, mengalami sakit belakang dan dalam pantang, sedang mencari bengkung moden dan senang dipakai, sila la contact saya untuk merasai kehebatan Premium Beautiful ini.

Please contact me for appointment

sweetziez2112@yahoo.com

012 - 4029594

I am just a click away, ya people....

My transformation

2011-09-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

Dalam post sebelum ini, ada saya janjikan transformasi saya kan?

Inilah, dia, saya yang terlalu obese dulu....sangat-sangat obese sehinggakan saya susah mengandung, mengalami sakit lutut yang kronik, selalu semput dah akhirnya saya mengambil inisiatif untuk berubah.

Setiap wanita mahukan tubuh badan yang cantik, yang anggun, tetapi terlupa tentang faktor kesihatan. bukankah lebih baik jika badan kita sihat, dan selepas itu, kita tiada lagi masalah kesihatan?

Adakah statement ini biasa, "Ala, aku gemuk pun, aku sihat, aku tak sakit apa-apa"....saya juga begitu dahulu dimana saya tak kisah saya gemuk, saya ada semuanye, suami, kerjaya, semuanya,,,,,,tapi sampai satu tahap yang badan saya obese, saya mula menghidapi sakit darah tinggi, lutut saya sakit sangat - jauh panggang dari api la nak harap saya naik tangga ke, jalan kaki jauh ke,,,,and the ultimatum is pabila doktor suruh saya turunkan berat badan saya kerana saya menghidapi penyakit darah tinggi, padahal saya baru sahaja dalam awal 30 puluhan and itu juga menyebabkan saya sukar untuk mengandung.

Yang dijanjikan, inilah hasil transformasi saya....

Dari 110 kg ke 95 kg dalam masa beberapa bulan sahaja, anda juga boleh menjadi seperti saya, malah lebih baik dari saya.

Jadi, marilah bersama-sama kita mengubah diri kita kearah kebaikan and insya allah, akan menjadi hasilnya....

Saya boleh dihubungi di talian

--> 012-4029594

atau e-mail saya

--> sweetziez2112@yahoo.com

Juga boleh membuat temujanji dengan saya.

marilah sama-sama kita berubah....insya allah...

My struggle to get pregnant,,,,here I bare it all....

2011-09-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum semua,

Sorry lama menyepi kerana kesibukan tugas and penat yang melampau. Alhamdulillah, saya berjaya puasa penuh pada tahun nie walaupun saya sedang mengandung pada trimester pertama.

Dugaan mengandung kali nie amat hebat kerana bertukar pada tempat kerja yang baru, yang agak mencabar, and unlike the previous pregnancy, walaupun saya penat dan tak larat, harus saya gagahi juga untuk ke office. Semua demi mencari sesuap nasi dan rezeki untuk keluarga.

Tidak apa, disini saya ingin menulis tentang pengalaman saya, dan cabaran yang saya hadapi untuk mengandung. Ramai yang membaca blog saya tahu yang, bukan mudah untuk saya mengandung kerana masalah berat badan yang saya hadapi. Pelbagai cara telah saya cuba tapi malangnya semua tidak berhasil.

Biar saya cerita pengalaman hidup saya. Saya berkahwin lewat pada usia 29 tahun, dan memang saya tidak berlengah-lengah terus mencuba untuk mendapatkan zuriat. Saya berjaya mengandung selepas 2 bulan saya berkahwin, tetapi malangnya mengalami keguguran selepas mengandung selama 3 bulan. Hati saya hancur, bak kaca yang terhempas ke lantai kerana saya amat mengharapkan kehadiran cahaya mata dalam perkahwinan hidup kami, Punca keguguran kandungan saya adalah kerana saya melanggar pantang orang tua saya yang melarang saya pergi kelaut dah menaiki bot semasa Honeymoon ke dua kami. Tak sangka kandungan saya hanya bertahan selama 3 bulan sahaja.

Alhamdulillah, berkat doa, solat hajat dah nasihat doktor saya, saya mengandung buat kali kedua, seminggu selepas saya menjalani pembedahan D&C, dan pada kali nie saya amalkan segala amalan and ikut segala pantang larang orang tua saya, dan alhamdulillah pada 07.08.08 lahirlah permata hati saya yang pertama - Aisya Qistina. Dialah segala-galanya pada kami berdua yang sentiasa mendambakan kehadiran permata hati untuk memeriahkan mahligai cinta yang kami bina.

Kami merancang untuk menambah cahaya mata apabila anak kami berusia setahun, tetapi malangnya setiap yang kami cuba tidak berhasil. Doktor mengatakan yang saya obese, dan kerana saya obese, maka hormon dalam badan saya tidak teratur, dan akibatnya period saya juga tidak teratur. Doktor memberi kata dua kepada saya - saya harus mengurangkan berat badan sebanyak 10% atau saya tidak akan mendapat anak. Anda nak tahu berat badan saya ketika itu - berat saya pada 2009 - adalah 100 kgs. Obese bukan? Sungguh malu tetapi apakan daya - saya sibuk dengan kerjaya, saya sibuk dengan keluarga sehingga tiada masa untuk saya bersenam dan menurunkan berat badan.

Saya tak percaya kata doktor, sebab saya percaya anak adalah rezeki dari Allah, and saya lihat ramai aje orang gemuk boleh dapat anak, maka saya tak pedulikan berat badan saya. Ada ketikanya, period saya tidak datang selama 3 bulan - dan saya confident yang saya telah mengandung. Apabila check, malangnya negatif. Bukan sekali, malah banyak kali sehinggakan saya give up dan pasrah jika anak saya hanyalah seorang. Ya, saya memang pasrah ketika itu.

Ramai juga yang bertanyakan bila nak tambah anak, takkan anak seorang sahaja, Saya hanya mampu menjawap, tak apa, semua itu rezeki Allah, saya terima sahaja, Di luar, riak muka saya macam tidak apa, tetapi dalam hati saya menangis, Saya amat cemburu melihat rakan-rakan saya - senang betul mereka mengandung, tak ada masalah langsung, sedangkan cabaran yang saya hadapi amat hebat, Pada masa itu, saya redha, tidak apa lah, saya sudah ada seorang cahaya mata - dan saya bersyukur.

Saya lupakan sebentar soal anak, dan saya mula sibuk dengan hal-hal lain, and pada penghujung tahun 2010, saya mula berpindah ke Seremban dan bekerja di Kuala Lumpur, Pada 3 bulan pertama, saya masih dalam dunia audit yang banyak mengambil masa saya jadi saya kurang fikirkan masalah hendak menambah cahaya mata. Berat saya ketika itu adalah 110 kg, makin naik, ye kan saya dah kata, saya tak kisah dah masa tu, berat saya terus naik dan naik dan naik.

Pada bulan April, saya mula bekerja di tempat baru, dan saya mula ada masa untuk keluarga saya semula, dan saya mula mengamalkan cara hidup sihat, dan saya mula memakai Premium Beautiful pada bulan May 2011. Asalnya hanya untuk mengurangkan berat badan, dan alhamdulillah, saya berjaya menurunkan berat saya kepada 103 kg, maknanya saya berjaya mengurangkan berat badan saya sebanyak 7 kgs dalam masa sebulan sahaja, saya juga telah pergi berurut, dan beritahu kakak urut yang saya sedang berusaha untuk mengandung, dan dia menaikkan peranakan saya. Setelah 2 bulan memakai Premium Beautiful, saya juga mengamalkan senaman, jaga pemakanan saya dimana saya banyak mengambil buah-buahan , alhamdulillah saya mengandung. Dan pada bulan puasa lepas berat saya turun sehingga 100kg, dan pada penghujung bulan puasa berat saya sudah 95kg. Maknanya, berat saya turun sebanyak 15kg, sejak saya memakai Premium Beautiful. Saya hanya memakai selama 2 bulan, dan berat badan saya selama itu turun 7kgs, dan selepas mengandung sehinggalah berakhirnya Ramadhan, dengan cara pemakanan saya yang sudah biasa tidak makan banyak semasa memakai Premium Beautiful berat saya turun lagi sebanyak 8 kgs.

Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa gembiranya hati saya, pabila saya tahu saya mengandung lagi. Sungguh tak percaya sehinggakan saya membuat pregnancy test sebanyak 3 kali, sebab result lambat keluar. Kerana terlalu gembira, saya menitiskan air mata kegembiraan, saya suruh suami saya sedekahkan pisang untuk moreh di surau kolej dia, and disini saya ingin berkongsi kegembiraan saya bersama anda.

Pada kengkawan saya yang masih berusaha untuk mengandung, jangan sesekali give up, cuba dan cuba lagi. Seperti saya, saya tahu sesetengah orang ingat mengandung nie seumpama 1+1 = 3 , tapi tidak semudah itu. Saya faham perasaan anda, kerana saya pernah berada disitu, saya pernah mengalami perasaan yang sama, saya pernah melalui perit getir yang sama, yang terlalu sukar untuk dimengertikan.

Tujuan saya mencoretkan disini, kerana saya hendak berkongsi dengan anda diluar, tanpa usaha kita tidak akan berjaya. Saya boleh dihubungi jika anda berminat hendak mencuba Premium Beautiful. Saya pakai dah alhamdulillah, saya berjaya conceive, marilah kita berusaha dengan cara ini pula, jika anda penat dah berusaha. Saya juga akan share rahsia-rahsia lain.

Sila hubungi saya jika anda berminat, niat saya baik , hanya ingin berkongsi benda yang baik.

Sila hubungi saya 012 - 4029594, atau e-mail saya di sweetziez2112@yahoo.com.

Saya sudi membantu anda. Marilah sama-sama kita berusaha.

Insya allah.....Saya akan share gambar transformasi saya di next entry bila saya berjaya transfer gambar-gambar.

Alhamdulillah....

2011-07-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

Salam semua...

I have a good news to share....

Alhamdulillah, I am expecting and my lil' bun is 7 weeks old.

Last Sat pergi check, a bit on the danger side as I am having high blood pressure and kandungan melekat a bit on a lower side that cause it is prone to "threaten abortion" at any time.

Pls pray for me ya, and I am due for another check up in 2 weeks time and harap kali nie the baby will move up sikit.

I have high hope that the baby will be fine and I don't think that I can face anything if something happened to this lil one as I have been trying for a very long time.

Pls pray for me and the lil one ya.

Assalamualaikum...

2011-07-23T23:21:00.000-07:00

Salam semua,

Apa khabar? sorry lama menghilang. I switch my job, you guys tahu tu kan? My new workplace takde bagi laptop and that makes me "laptop" less and susah nak update blog semua. Susah nak pinjam laptop my husband sebab he is attached to it 24-7. Office network plak, tak boleh connect to the blogspot. Hampes..

Anyway, i bought one small netbook sebab senang I nak buat apa yang I nak buat - update blog, surf internet, tengok tonton and etc.

I ingat nanti bila I have the time, I nak buat summary on what had happended to me in the past half year,

Walaupun, there's no update from me, tapi I tak miss baca u guys punya blog, interesting betul.

Just a short one this time, sebab kepala I pening sangat, baru sudah lepas kemas rumah, and penat sangat. Wanna have a good rest while my 2 babies are out pergi kenduri.

Till then, later ya.

I've got so many things to write - but could not find the time to do it....

2011-03-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

In about 4 days, I will be leaving the firm for good and I can't wait. This time, is so different when I am about the leave Penang, where the last time, my heart torn to pieces, but now, I really can't wait to leave this place.

For the past 3 months, I have been working , even during the weekends, I have no dreams, I slept less than 4 hours a day, I have no time for my kid and hubby, in fact most of my time is only meant for my work, only work.

In the first week of January itself, I have decided this is not the life that I want for my self or my family. Hence, now only I know its time and its a good time for me to leave this kind of life.

I would rather have a lower pay, but more time.

I will write soon on my experience here, but I guess I will share it in the next post. Maybe I will decide not to write at all, because I do not wish to look back at these 3 months "experience".

We'll talk again, when I am finally free ya.....Muahs..

So sad to think of it

2011-02-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

Lately, bila Aisya semakin membesar, and nakal dia semakin menjadi, and being me - I am a very hot-tempered person, I blame it on myself, nothing else - but myself.

I always shout at her, I always scold he, at point of time, I hit her. I know its not the way to teach young kids, but when my patience runs low, I will go and cane her. Pls help me, I do not like the method but then it seems that its the only method that work for awhile. Tapi kan lepas kena cane ke, kena marah ke, cubit ke, lagi kuat teriak dia, terus menjerit sekuat-kuatnyer.

I cane dia pun, kena kat pampers dia, and kaki dia, jarang sangat i cubit dia, only that place. Macam tadi, dia sepahkan barang mainan dia, bila suruh kemas, dia jerit - TAKNAK!, I try berdiplomasi, dia jerit lagi, TAK NAK,...n then kena la.

Lepas tu, dalam 5 minit, dia dok teriak, terus diam and terus datang kat Zie, as tho nothing happened. Bila I tak layan dia, dia terus ambik susu and terus minum and terus tido. Bila tengok kan, kesian la plak, really really kesian. Sedey...sebab Zie kalau boleh tak nak ajar anak dengan cara-cara pukul nie.

Pls kalau ada orang yang boleh bagi idea, macam mana nak disiplinkan anak dengan cara berdiplomasi, pls help me.

Of being stressed and a need to splurge...

2011-02-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

When I am stressed, I will splurge ....I think its' the best theraphy to cure my stress. I know its not good , but I just can't help it. I do not spend it on food, at least that is a good thing kan?

Last splurge - I spent it on gold. Ha ha ha..Yes, I traded in my bracelet and my kawen necklace. The reason being - the necklace - panjang sangat la...and I need a pendek one - sebab lebey sexy...ha ha ha..As for the bracelet plak - I want something which look more modern and also have some element of white gold.
I know, I know...ridiculuos kan....tapi I like...

And as I lost my engagement rings masa rumah I kena pecah masuk dulu, my hand felt bare - macam telanjang aje bila tak pakai cincin, and hence I bought a ring - a yellow gold. Sebab I always trade in and exchange my golds, so better ambik yellow gold, ada 2nd hand value...unlike white gold. I will leave Hakimi to buy a white gold diamond ring for me - for our 5th yr anniversary nanti - he he..kali nie pakai all the time. 5th yr anniversary tahun 2012...so lama lagi. Harap ada la rezeki I nak pakai diamond again....hu hu hu..

I selalu trade in my gold nie, sebab I rasa macam puas hati and always with the new look. I tak pakai banyak accessory nie sebab malas nak tukar hari-hari. Rasa nak donate aje gelang2x kristal I yang I kumpul dulu. Sigh.....

Now, tell me - what do u do when ur stressed?

A very busy year.....

2011-01-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

2011 nie amat la busy, teramat busy, because I am seconded to KL office for the next 3 months. Weekend minggu yang pertama, I was working over the weekend, and on the 2nd week, here I am still working, but then I managed to do my facial - yes, finally!!!

And my face was not helping, stress causes more breakouts more and more and more and more. So, I tukar la plak pakai Acne Aid, terlampau kering la plak, and more breakouts. I fed -up, die -die also I kena pergi gak facial, and I went to Dermalogica and spent a hefty sum on the products and facial package. I pernah pakai Dermalogica products dulu and it work best for my skin, but then kos facial dia punya la mahal, so I tak pergi. And the products, tak pakai, sayang kan?

Now, pergi balik and this time , no turning back, kena pakai dengan serius. Harap-harap la ok.

Oh ya, finally I installed ADT, rasa aman nak tido malam dah, my wet kitchen pun dah tutup, and so lega......and ada grill siap, next mission, nak letak air-cond kat bilik study, supaya boleh bekerja, now saya bekerja atas lantai aje, so sedeh. Study room tak boleh pakai, sebab takde kipas, so very la the panas.

Okay la, boring aje entry ni kan, saya mmg orang yang boring sekarang nie, sebab bangun g kerja, balik kerja, then tido, and continue with the same rountine again and again. Boring sangat2x.

Happy 2011

2011-01-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

Zie harap tak terlambat lagi nak mengucapkan Happy New Year everybody.

But nearing the year end, that day, my house kena pecah masuk. Habis hilang laptop ofis, hp, barang kemas and xbox my husband. Yang geram tu, siap ambik my ATM cards, credit cards and also IC.

Pagi tuh, Zie call police and orang kawasan nie pun ada datang, apparently my house is the 5th house dalam kawasan "guarded and gated" community nie. I am very speechless, sangat speechless.

Tapi nasib baik, pencuri tak apa-apakan Zie and Aisya, sebab masa tu hanya kami berdua saja dirumah sebab my husband pergi kursus. Just imagine, that this thief was very brave sampai masuk bilik tidur kami.

Tapi nasib baik, hanya hilang barang, tapi bukan nyawa kami. Apa-apapun, this is an eye opener to us. After that incident, we took extra measures in paying more attention in safeguarding our house. I did some reno to the house, to close up our open-aired wet kitchen, install many lights around the house, and install grill for the wet kitchen.

Tak apalah, nie peringatan buat kami, kami redha. Tapi sampai sekarang Zie sangat phobia, and siap bawak semua laptop and handbag masuk bilik tidur and kunci bilik siap. Kat dapur pun letak sampai 2 selak, siap mangga sekali. Takut sangat. Kengkadang, tetiba terdengar bunyi sikit aje terus terjaga , padahal dulu tidur mati aje.

The biggest mistake, is to always think , "Benda nie takkan terjadi pada kita". Jangan, and sila jangan pandang remeh faktor keselamatan walaupun kita tinggal bersama keluarga kita.

Azam tahun baru korang apa, mine is simple to be better than yesterday, itu aje. Just a short and simple ones for 2011. After all, this will be a very busy year for us. Very very busy. Baru a week in January, both me and Hakimi are so busy with work, and working after dinner until wee hours in the morning. So penat, tapi macam nie la makan gaji, sabar je la.

Hallooooo....

2010-12-12T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hi guys,

Broadcasting live from Starbucks, Jusco S2.

He he he......

Moving story - wah, so penat. We started packing one week earlier, and with hubby around, he did most of the packing. Thank god for him. On the moving day itself, we started pushing all the stuffs outside, and while waiting for the lorry, hubby's friends came over. It was very fast loading into the lorry - it took us an hour to load and upon reaching Seremban, only half an hour to unload. I call it efficient. Alhamdulillah. in Seremban, my bro's friends were already waiting to help.

Lepas unload, dalam malam macam tu, we decided to call the day off and balik my mum's house. And the very next morning, we started arranging stuffs in the new house and kemas semua, including mops and whatnot and gladly, we slept in the new house. So heaven!
Finally, sleeping in our new house. Perasaan tu is undescribe- able.

Also, having a ball of our time, filing the gaps in the house. In Penang, our rented house was very small, and the current house that we are staying are triple the size, hence there's a lot of gaps. He he he....But then, money are pouring like water. Seriously, masa memula pindah - duit ratus ratus keluar, kepala paip la, washing machine nyer paip la, washing machine tak boleh jalan - stuck la, nak pasang phone, pasang kabel n macam-macam lagik.

And I was supposed to start work on the 15th, but then depa suruh start new year. At first, I was angry, as I need the money sebab duit dah banyak habis, but then bagus jugak, boleh I spent more time with Aisya at home, and cook for my loved ones hari-hari. No regret, cuma a bit sakit sikit sebab money a bit tight nie.

All in all, we love the new house and Aisya has been very clingy to me and I loved it. And now I know what are my priorities.

Okay, till next post.

Last day in office and going internet - less

2010-11-30T19:53:00.000-08:00

Salam semua,

Today is the day, my last day in Penang office, here and deep down in my heart, I am really crying. This is so much different compared to the time when I left KL office 3.5 years ago when I was very excited to leave, sebab masa tu sibuk nak kawen and all, and I do not have any feelings at that time.

I came to Penang, after marriage. This is where I build up my family, this is where I learn about living, this is where I learn that life goes more than money, and this is where I build up stronger relationships with office colleagues who is now very close, as close as a family.

I am really gonna miss this place.

And trust me, when I write this, I am really crying inside.

But, life goes on, hope for the better one, I hope.

And this office will always remain a special place in my heart always.

So disheartening, upon clearing my tables and packing my stuffs, I felt very weak as my place has always been a comfort zone for me, a discussion area, a gossip area , u name it.

And as I will be disconnecting my home Streamyx connection, so I will be internet-less for maybe one week only I hope, sebab nak set up semua. But do not fret, I will always be active on FB and perhaps giving updates here and there.

Oh ya, I will be on leave until mid Dec, and will be starting in KL office. Quite scared though, but think positive and take it as a challenge, and insya allah, all will be fine, as I have a strong support group there and Allah's blessings.

Insya allah.

Next post, will be broadcasting from either my phone or my new phone - insya allah.

Packing packing packing..

2010-11-28T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hubby arrived on Saturday night, and I was really happy beyond words. At last, I am no longer alone. He arrived early, as I requested him to come earlier to accompany me to Haida's wedding on the following day, Sunday.

So happy woh.....so so happy. And that night, we went for dinner outside, my treat off course. And the next day's Sunday - breakfast - I cooked for him Fried Spaghetti. I know he will like it, accompanied by Honey Lemon tea. Its been awhile, since I cooked, and I kind of miss that moments. And guess what, after breakfast, I slept, and he also slept, and I woke up just in time to prepare for Haida's wedding.

Haida's wedding was done in a very simple and nice environment where we can see penduduk kampung still tolong-menolong masa kenduri. And semua lauk-pauk semuanyer, sedap I tell you. And sejak duduk Penang nie, amat jarang sangat I attend any weddings, sebab most of my friends are in KL, and that's the time I started attending my Chinese friends' wedding in Penang, and it is so cool.

Right after back from Haida's wedding, terus rebus potat sebab nak buat Potato Salad, nice!! This is for dinner, where Hubby promised to cook for me his ever famous Lamp Chop. And I was really rajin last nite, where I finished packing the 2nd room (study room cum guest room), penat woh, and barang already penuh 1/3 of the living room.

This morning I had also requested for Hubby to give away my old clothes as I don't believe in selling them. Among others are all my baju masa I sebelum kawen dulu - very nice indeed - ada jackets, pants, baju kurung and shirts. So cantik lagik, its just that yours truly nie can't fit into that anymore. The last time, I gave out tudungs for them, and ada yang dapat tuh , siap menangis salam my husband masa dapat itu. I believe in giving and not selling. Well, its just me.

Well, today is Monday, and I am leaving office in the next 2 days and Wednesday is my last day. I have waited for this day, many years to come and now when the time is here, I have mixed feelings. Well, my situation is a bit complicated, as I have not find a job yet, I took up my boss's offer to extend my service to my firm in KL, hence delaying my last day to 31st March 2010 in KL.

1st Dec 2010, mark my 7th year's anniversary with the firm, and it is also my last day in PwC Penang. Well, in a nutshell, I can say :-

1st Dec 2003 - I joined the firm in KL

1st July 2007 - I got transferred to Penang

1st Dec 2010 - my last day in Penang

15 Dec 2010 - I will start my secondment in KL

31 March 2011 - My last day in KL (tentatively)

All in all, 3.5 years in KL, followed by 3.5 years in Penang and another 3.5 months back in KL. I am not sure why there is so much of a 3.5 coincidents in my path of career here.

Am I gonna get 3 kids also? the 0.5 can means the baby that I had a miscarriage on when I was pregnant with one before I carry Aisya? hopefully.

I want 3 kids, erk...tetiba....ha ha ha...

Fascination with ad...

2010-11-25T18:49:00.000-08:00

I like looking at an ad, and when the right picture being used and the attractiveness element is there, I will immediately will fall for d products. I am sure there are some ppl out there who understand what I am feeling. ha ha ha....That's why a good ad, sure enough to catch my attention.

I love sexy ads, I dunno why, I just really do.

Yang nie, nampak sooooooooooo sexy kan, and nampak sangat sensuos gitu. Nie belum apa-apa lagik, cuba yang nie plak.

Terbeliak kan bijik mata, saya suka sangat....so so sexy.........

And ini membuatkan nafsu saya mencanak-canak nak beli perfume nie.

Ha ha ha....I did went to the shopping complex nak try bau dia, sungguh sensuos bau dia, seperti mana yang dicerminkan oleh iklannya, I immediately jatuh cinta pandang pertama (nie kali ke berapa kali entah....), terus pusing and tawaf sekeliling sambil memegang secebis kertas yang minah sales girl tuh kasik spray and boy.........pusing lagik 2-3 jam pikir pikir....and finally ........lu pikirla sendiri....Ha ha ha....

Oh ya, saya juga tertarik dengan ini, bukan sebab iklan, tapi juga try di counter yang sama. Bau dia very fresh and catchy. Suka suka suka......

So, those yang ada banyak filus and time , pergilah Jusco ada sale hari nie, best wooooo.......hari nie for members saje....Go Ahead, I nak pergi carik baju Aisya......mesti banyak boleh dapat sebab sale nie.

My latest discovery and loving them to bits....

2010-11-24T23:13:00.000-08:00

I have been introduced to this by Zue and my 1st bottle is about to finish soon. Percaya tak, this one bottle can last one year. Now I am going to start on the 2nd bottle and loving it to bits.

It serves as a - serum to enable your skin to absorb more moisture, and trust me, after using this, my skin become more soft and subtle, macam kulit baby - lembut aje. Tapi I still have some old scars, yang I know bukan senang nak remove them. Oh ya, you can also use this serum with your preferred Moisturizer, and tak semestinya kena Estee Lauder's brand.

Then, I came to know abt Bobbi Brown's products from Aunty Nani Rostam's blog. So, I pun try la tanya tanyer and ada free facial for Bobbi Brown's products - and yes, I bought these 2 darlings.

a) Bobbi Brown Cleansing Oil

b) Bobbi Brown Buffer Grains

Apa yang I boleh kata is , these products are damn good, and for kulit tebal cam I nie, and banyak masalah sebelum nie - I can feel the difference. I love it so much. Oh ya, before I buy this product, the Sales Advisor advised me to start experimenting with the Cleansing Oil first, she gave me a sample for about 5-6 days (12 kali pakai) in order for me to see the difference. If its not suitable for your skin, then its okay. So, you can go home and give it a try first and I find that policy is so good, sebab tempat lain , paling hebat pun bagi sachets kecik aje - dalam sekalik pakai dah habis kan, they are different.

Oh ya, I tried this one also, very very very nice, which is from Liza's blog .....u guys gv it a try.

Its Hada Labo moisturing lotion, OMG - sungguh sedap. My facial theraphist was telling me - to use it as a mask, with paper mask. I try google tapi tak dapat la, so it looks like - bulat2x kecik, ada jual kat Watson/ Guardian, dalam RM5.90 for 15 biji. U rendam dalam air, and pop dia akan kembang , and lepas tu bubuh this Hada Labo moisturising lotion and leave it on your face say 10 - 15 minits, and lepas tuh, just tekan tekan , to make sure all moisture masuk skin, and terus slap on your moisturisers.

And you will have a very smooth and supple skin, and for me it causes me to sleep with a smiling face. Give it a try ya.

How do u feel?

2010-11-23T22:12:00.000-08:00

How do u feel if someone related to you ( tak kisah la by marriage ke apa ke) always makes u think that you're so much better than them economically , and always ask for something that sometimes you pun jarang pergi tempat macam tu - macam mintak belanja makan la - bukan murah punya okay - nak mahal punya - San Francisco Steakhouse la, steak la , Tony Roma's la?

How do u feel - kalau dia the only breadwinner of d house - selamba aje cakap yang sebab kan dia nie bekerja - so die dengan arrogantly berkata - kalau nak tengok TV , and nak mintak remote dari bini ke anak-anak die , simply will say, " Sapa Yang bayar semua nyer , Aku kan?" and siap suruh laki kita pun praktikkan kat kami , the bini nie.

How do you feel, if this person thinks that he is the eldest in the family and every decision have to come to him first before you make any purchase - be it your car, your house , location of your house and etc? Kiranyer kena mintak his approval la, padahal semuanyer duit kita? sapa die? menteri kewangan kah?

How do you feel, kalau you balik beraya jumpa sedara pun setahun sekalik, tapi bila kita balik, this person sah-sah duduk sorang kat ruang tamu, dengar thru headphones lagu kat his laptop and abaikan kita yang balik nie, bukan kita orang nak sangat balik pun, just sebab ada orang tua tuh sibuk nak jumpa anak kita, baru kita balik nie.

How do you feel, kalau this person, orang yang paling tak educated dalam family, tapi ingat hanya sebab dia anak sulung , semua orang kena dengar cakap dia, follow his footsteps , including cara cakap dengan bini and anak yang amat kurang ajar?

How do you feel, kalau orang tua nie - sibuk kata tak pernah pilih kasih antara anak-anak nyer, tetapi kami yang orang luar nie - nampak sangat die hanya tertumpu pada yang kecik sekalik - dulu anak die sorang aje sibuk dia canang satu Malaysia, now laki si anak itu and anak kepada si anak itu.

How do you feel - since day 1, these orang tua asyik timbulkan isu kenapa anak I kecik, tak GEMOK? Very fair - nie pun salah ke - I know la I gelap kan, but still perlukah aku tayang tangan and kaki aku yang tak kena matahari betapa putihnyer aku kat dalam?

Apahal nie wey? Macam tak betul kan and trust me - aku sakit jiwa bila berdepan dengan orang yang macam nie - very d sakit hati. Demmit.

Saya malas nak layan orang sebegini , sebab hanya membuatkan I nampak bodoh kalau nak bertekak dengan orang sebegini. I used to be very friendly with these ppl before, now I malas sangat nak bukak mulut berborak pung, very d malas.

So, what do you think? and how do u deal with this kind of people? sebab seriously my patience is running low, really low and god knows what will happen in d future, when I can no longer hold my silence anymore.

A very busy Aidil adha....

2010-11-22T00:39:00.000-08:00

I was back to my hometown for Raya Haji and it was really tiring.

Firstly, on Tuesday - eve of Raya, there was a massive jam from Sg Perak to Jelapang. It took me 1 hour just to move 1km. And in total it took me 8 long hours to arrive in Seremban, where as normally it would just be 4 hours. In fact, I was driving and crying at the same time, menguap sambil keluar semua bunyi and siap mengalir air mata semua. Punya la penat.

Wed , Raya Haji day - I woke up quite late and Aisya , boy was she surprised to see me and my lil sister at home, so excited. And by lunch time, we made our way to Putrajaya to celebrate Raya Haji with hubby's family. I have mixed feelings about the gathering, it seems that hmm....how should I say it, I don't really enjoy it, maybe because I was pretty tired as I arrived 3 am in the morning , slept at 4 am and already woke up 7.30 am. Knowing me, I will get cranky if I dun have enough 6 hours sleep. I came home with a long and moody feelings.

Thurs - morning was free, but was very busy and etc, and petang plak pergi Damansara to settle some things. Balik petang and penat

Friday - was busy the whole day - from morning till night. Sempat la pergi IKEA, my goodness I am in heaven and sempat makan IKEA meatballs. OMG - so heavenly!!!!

Saturday - pasang curtain, it took us 5 hours nak pasang, sebab ada 2 rooms without curtain railing - hubby i lupa nak pasang - ada kah....sabar je la. I love the workmanship, and because its custom made, Aunty Aisyah made specifically to my liking and I am one happy woman. Nanti in next post, I will post about it ya.

Sunday - made my way back to Penang, and bertolak pukul 5 petang and sampai kul 9 malam. Penat sangat.

There goes my plan nak pergi taman, nak tengok Harry Potter , nak tengok Megamind, semua tak jadik. So sad!

But after pasang curtain, I am so happy and so relieved and I am only 1 step away from moving to my dream house and I cant wait. Seriously I can't wait.

Crabtree and Evelyn sale is back...

2010-11-11T23:10:00.000-08:00

My goodness, Crabtree & Evelyn sale is back and I am going bonkers over it.

I just can't help myself. I am gonna get so many things especially the home fragrance diffuser and body lotions and fragrance candles and so many more.

OMG, Zie.........ur very la the moneyspender. How I wish money grows in my backyard. How I wish!!!

And the best part is, from 17th - 21st November - their having sale of 30% on ALL items. ALl items okay. Mak dah mereng.....Mak nak!!!

Kalau VIP cardmembers plak, entitle to 15% discounts.

So, ppl, pls book yourselves at the nearest Crabtree & Evelyn next week. You may spot me there. He he he....in KL off course.

Now a sentence already....

2010-11-11T19:49:00.001-08:00

Aisya can make a sentence already, and I am one damn proud Mummy. Who doesn't aite?

Yesterday, hubby called and I got to speak to Aisya. And Hubby told me one incident that happened yesterday.

Not sure what happened, but then when her granny asked, "Ok, sapa punyer kerja nie?" to Aisya, and she answered. " Bukan Asya, Aba buat".

Maksudnyer, "Bukan Aisya, Abang buat".

Ha ha .....learning to discharge her responsibility at such an early age.

Ha ha ha.

Walaupun not that clear, but then she can make sentence dy yo..

Also her other cute sentences and the meanings.

"Mummy Sya, Daddy Sya" - Mummy Aisya and Daddy Aisya

"Mummy's car and Daddy's car" - she knows the difference dy

"No, Mummy no, its long " -No Mummy no, its wrong

"Ane ada , kan Sya" - Mana ada, bukan Aisya....again mengelak bila kena blame

"Cam nie la....." - Macam nie la...

"Oh no, Cicakkk" - dia takut Cicak.....ha ha ha...

"Omegod!!!", sambil ketuk dahi..- Oh My god!! mesti die selalu tgk kami bising kat dia nie...hi hi

"Baiiiiiiiii, Mish youuuuu, Muahhhhhhhhh" - Bye, Miss you, Muah.....this is so cute and this is how we always end our conversations.

And her other words
- Kat - angkat
- Mamam - makan
- Menummm - minum
- Agen - Vitagen
- Pin Pin - Upin Ipin
- Phone
- Sabarrr
- Rotan
- Book
- Shoe
- Pish - Fish
- Ayur - Sayur
- Cat
- Dog - this also refers to binatang berkaki empat, including horse and pony)
- Bird
- Assess - glasses - refer to spectacles
- Menan - Mainan

It is endless if I were to list it down. Ha ha ...I am going bonkers over this.

Oh ya, after I move to Seremban, I think I would like to enrol her in art and music classes. Because at the age of 2+ , I think its time to go to school and let her creativity in art and music expand.

Nak tanye, how early should I sent her to Kelas Mengaji, anyone knows? Bila dah pandai ABC or when?

Sesapa yang ada di Seremban who knows any such classes for toddlers, kindly pls let me know ya.

Thanks a lot.

I find it very cute and I need to jot down this

2010-11-10T18:32:00.000-08:00

Aisya has been copying what we tell her, I tell you she is like a sponge now. And she can imitates us and I need to be careful with my words and behaviour too now. And her speech development is very incredible. Normally I don't write down my princess development as I do not wish to compare with others as different kid would have their own development. But this is too cute to be passed.

"Sabar" is her favorite word now. I guess she get it from us, who always asked her to "sabar, Sabar, sabar " whenever she is impatient and crying endlessly when she wants something.

This incident happens last week, when I was back home in Seremban for my Deepavali holidays.

Incident 1
Hubby was on the floor, with chest on the floor and Aisya is sitting on his back, applying powder on his back okay, and also on his hair. She was happily ever after applying powder, and hubby lets her do that. On seeing her doing that to hubby, I was angry la, not because hubby lets her do that, but more of what a waste and also the powder was all over the room - on the floor and on the carpet. So geram.

So I marah la , "Aisya, don't play with powder"

Aisya replied, "Sabar..sabar"

I marah again, this time with a higher pitch, "Aisya, What did Mummy tell you? Don't play with powder !!".

Aisya replied, "Sabar, sabar sabar la..."

Nie dah lebey nie, I marah lagik, "Aisya !!!!!..."

Aisya replied, " Mummy tito la.....titoooooo"

I was terkejut badak, and asked Hubby , " Yang, Did she asked me to just tidor?"

Hubby was gelak besar -besar dah.

I think that made me to just kept quiet, sebab I was impressed with my little girl.

Incident 2

She knows how to sebut "phone" already. So, when we put her in a sitting position in the car seat or at the restaurant, she will ask, "Mummy, phone?"

I was like very impressed, sorry la if you find it boring, because as a Mom, off course I am really excited with my kids development. Seriously, which Mommy doesn't right?

And she knows the difference of my iPhone and hubby's iPhone. Mummy's internet access is unlimited but not Daddy's, sebab Daddy kena bayar. And sbb Daddy's bill sampai RM300 on internet saje last month, we decided to put on Aeroplane mode (means no Internet connection) before giving Daddy's phone to her. But different with Mummy's phone, boleh masuk internet, unlimited usage.

So when with both of us, she will know which phone to ask - Mummy's phone. Even when given daddy's phone, die cepat boring. Ha ha ha..And this girl I tell you, she can masuk Youtube - tengok Upin n Ipin, tengok cartoon, tengok comedy and etc. Damn smart la kids nowadays. And because of her, I already change my housing twice dy. Sabar je la.

And yes, she also applied the "Sabar" technique here.

When she was using my phone to do what she likes - when I need to use the phone, she will say, "Sabar, sabar, sabarrrrrrrrr" and running around with it. I find it so funny.

Okay la, those are the stories of my little girl. It only makes me misses her so much.

Finally, he said it...

2010-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

After 3 years of marriage, and 5 years of being together, my husband finally said it.

He said, " You need to reduce you weight, B"

Me replied, "That bad huh?"

And he just smiled.

Sigh, I guess now I just have to be on a strict diet, pakai my PB and habiskan all my Usana shake. It cannot delay any longer, and if I delay any longer, I suppose that those fats just won't go away. And have to shoooosh away the penyakit "M" jauh - jauh. No reasons dah, have to do it.

Yesterday, I was on MC due to migrain - sebab penat drive Penang balik sorang on Sunday. So, have no mood to eat, having migrain and feeling so tired. What did I have for d whole day- just something around the house.

Bfast - Nestle Cornflakes with Anlene.

Lunch - Oat with honey and cinnamon, with Anlene again.

Dinner - Nestle yogurt Mixed fruit flavour.

Lapar woh...lapar sangat, so end up banyak break makan chocolates. Damn!

Tapi kan, I b***** banyak jugak woh, sebab I makan fiber tuh kot. And first time after so many years, I buat aerobik balik at home. It was supposed to be a 20 mins workout, tapi yours truly nie hanya manage to do the first 10 mins sebab rasa macam nak pengsan. Serious, tetiba gelap okay.

Takpe, pelan-pelan kayuh kan.

I rasa nak set up my food blog la, nak tulis my food diary and write down my accomplishment.

I am so excited nie...so so excited.

Harus bermula dengan these following items, to buy today.

New weighing machine - yang lama dah rosak kot sebab too overweight nie.
Soya milks - nak minum dengan Usana shakes
Fruits - as snacks
Honey and lemon - baca blog Aunty Nani Rostam, banyak kebaikkan nye...

Okay, caiyok caiyok..I know I can do it. Positive thinking, as easy as I gain weight, as easy as that I can lose them.

Comel aje...

2010-11-08T22:50:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Puterikure-kure, bagi kita award nie.

Yes, blog awak mmg chumil...Blog saya biasa -biasa saje...

Boleh tak, saya tak nak buat bab pantun tuh, sebab saya tak reti. Hu hu hu.......

Thanks again.

Festive seasons and public holiday on a Friday...

2010-11-03T22:47:00.000-07:00

Suka sangat ...sangat sangat suka.

I love public holidays that falls on a Friday or a Monday, well, who doesn't, unless ur a workaholic la kan, obviously which I am not.

I can't wait to see my lil' princess, who will be fast asleep when I reached Seremban tonight. Also will be sending hubby back for good, and I will be back here alone for the next 3 weeks.

Sigh, I am so can't wait until the end of this month and come 1st December, it will be my last day.

Deepavali nie, I plan nak buat cheese cake - harap-harap la jadik, dah lama saya nak bake something.

Ingat in December nanti, nak pergi attend some baking classes, so that I can bake cupcakes and cake plak lepas nie. I so can't wait.

Tak sabar nak balik, boleh tak I balik sekarang?

Ramblings...

2010-11-02T19:54:00.000-07:00

Just an update on what is happening in my life right now.

1. Just came back from Langkawi and it was damn awesome. We stayed in Holiday Villa Langkawi. Walaupun pada mulanya amat penat and what not, but it was a very memorable occasion. Plus some damage to the wallet too. hik hik hik... Pictures will be posted later ya.

2. Hubby will be going back to Seremban for good masa Deepavali nie, and yours truly will be driving him home and I will come back here alone. Oh no, macam mana nak hidup nie. Jangan mengada, Zie, suck it up and face it, tinggal one month aje before I nak pindah for good. Yee haa!!!

3. Works are mounting up, 2-3 jobs at the same time and very very busy now. Hence, you will find me having less updates , but fret not, saya akan selalu menerjah blog-blog kengkawan.

4. Raya Haji nie pun akan balik jugak, and tak sabar nak pack and pindah. Seronoknyer, its finally here, I am going to be with my family again, and moving in to our new house. Super super super excited!

Okay la, need to sambung kerja - berlambak nie. Lagik nak blah, lagik berlambak nie.

Penyakit tua...

2010-10-28T18:59:00.000-07:00

Saya sakit, sakit apa - sakit tulang belakang....Saya dapat MC 2 hari. Macam nikmat aje, kalau ada Aisya kan best......Kan?

Macam orang tua kan, it's all started from period pain - then migrain - then backache. Sakit woh....I kena sit up straight saje, and itu sungguh penat.

Now, nak duduk kena letak cushion dibelakang badan. Sakitnyer di saraf tunjang, di bahagian pinggang. Apa punca nyer, sebab teruk mengemas nak pindah la nie.

Sigh, sakit sangat, tetiba terasa - adakah Zie dah kena osteporosis. Damn!

So, I went to Thai Foot Reflexology and buat massage, not only foot reflexology but also satu badan yang complimentary. Saya rasa ok sedikit sekarang. Betul!

Saya juga telah membeli banyak koyok and Yoko-yoko for muscle reliefs and also makan ubat urat doktor.

Harap -harap la okay sebab , weekend nie nak pergi Langkawi - office's Teambuilding. Owwh.....I can't wait!

Hakimi's graduation pictures

2010-10-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

Ha ha ha...almost one month passed baru la nak letak gambar nie, takpe...asalkan I sempat menukilkan - chewah pengalaman kami kat sana.

*Like the cover design of this book*

This is my first experience attending local university's graduation. I dulu graduate Uniten, so no Chansellor, my time dulu la, we only have Rector. Same goes masa I graduate ACCA dulu. So, takde raja mana-mana la and also no protocols here and there. For UTM's , its a bit different because, the Chansellor in Y.M Tu.an.ku Za.r.ith S.ofe.a, and baru dilantik pada tahun nie. So, ada la upacara permasyuran Chansellor and I can finally see the J.o hor's R.oyal.ty face to face. Selalu tengok dalam TV sahaja. The whole ke.ra.bat was there.

I like the robe especially because warna dia maroon, I love red/ maroon, setiap kali tengok this colour , mesti I akan orgasm...ha ha ha....Nice la jubah dia, so much nicer that my 2 jubah's that I had during my graduations before.

The raptai is on Friday, a very simple ones, and they showed a video. Before that, they were some registration and what not and by 12 pm dah habis dah. Hakimi took his jubah and off we went to a studio to take our pictures. I ambik Graduation Package, dapat 2 shots and 2 pictures framed - 11R and 8R, okay la with the price. So, being me yang sedikit sewel nie, decide - I nak satu gambar serious and satu lagik gambar hanky panky.

Now, presenting to you, our pictures which were taken at the studio.

*The serious version*

He he , giler skema kan? Actually he wants to stand and I duduk, but then the picture turns out awful la. So, we try different versions plak and this is ok la.

*Hanky-panky version*

Don't ask me why is there suddenly a teddy bear there......ha ha ha .....

Well, these 2 photos are now waiting to be hanged in our new home. *ngee*.

On the graduation day, itself, lepas graduation, we immediately pulangkan jubah and off we go home to Aisya sebab Aisya tak ikut. Hubby wants me to be in the hall watching the ceremony and as u know, kids under 12 years old are not allowed into the hall. Summore, the trip downsouth to JB very long, pity Aisya. So, that's why we decided to leave her behind.

Well, that wraps up my experience attending Hakimi's graduation and I am very proud of him. A lot of things happened during his 2 years Masters Programmes - dengan Aisya was born when he started of his programme, that caused me to go through confinement alone without him by my side, he had his heart bypass operation, almost quit/ delay his studies - but heck no, I pushed him to just study without attending classes, his thesis was copies by his fellow coursemate, even until his graduation day - there are also some "bad" things happened, but he did survived, no we survived.

2 long years without any vacation , taking care of his kid while on weekends he have to attend classes and trust me, when he received the scrol, I am the most happiest and proudest person on earth at that time, because to me he deserves it.

Oh ya, his CGPA is 3.82. To me that is something!

So, next route to PHd plak okay, sayang?

My unfinished business...

2010-10-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

I was blog hopping just now, baca blog Perempuan Jomblo. I remembered my "unfinished business" and my dendam even though it has already been 6 years ago.

How would you feel if you have love someone so dearly, thinking that he is the "ONE" , love him with all your hearts and all out, but only to be hurt, lied to and later on break you down terribly bad.

That what happened to me , 6 years ago. And I do not wish to remember that person, because he have killed the old me - the old me who was very naive and innocent, easy to trust people. That was the moment when I almost died, I broke down, I have no will to live and I just want to work hard and leave Malaysia at that time. But thank God for my parents and family. They helped me through that hurtful ordeal.

That incident (I do not want to thank that d*****s , so I thank the icident) actually have make me a new person, with a different perspective, makes me realize what I want in my life and set my priorities straight. Because of that incident, I know what I want in my life. But then, I still hold grudges against that d******s.

Now, even if I see him, surely i would not mind pergi ludah kat muka dia. Seriously, sebab to me dia memang seperti sampah. Sampah yang tidak layak dipanggil manusia.

Thank god to Allah, who have sent me Hakimi, who makes me believe in love again, appreciates me for who I am and willing to spent the rest of his life with me. With him, I learn to build up the trust again and have my confidence back again.

6 years ago, was the tough moment in my life, but Alhamdulillah, look at me now, life is treating me well and good. I may not be rich but I have so many things in life that makes me feel very grateful. I have lots of love from everyone around me and that is sufficient for me.

Yes, what ppl say, you have to meet a few wrong men before you meet Mr Right. In my case, I met only one Mr Wrong (lagik satu tak kira, sebab itu cinta monyet, clash sebab saya boring, boleh? )

P/S - suddenly saya rindu sangat dengan suami saya. ;)

Dun like this feeling...

2010-10-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

I need to have proper lunch, just now I gobbled down - nasi lemak , chicken pie, sandwich and pizza bread.

Now, I rasa seperti dugong.

Sigh, I tend to eat a lot, when I am stress.

Entah apa pasal stress pun tak tau.

Not good, not good, I kena buat, kalau stress aje, kena pergi lari or exercise. Tak mo turn to food.

Kan? Kan? Kan?

Restoran Banafee's Ayam Penyet

2010-10-21T18:05:00.000-07:00

We went to JB for Hakimi's Masters Graduation sometimes in Sept 2010. My first trip to JB actually, and hence being a bit jakun myself, I suka sangat explore new place. We managed to book a stay in Hotel Selesa, Johor Bahru using my company's corporate rate. Okay la - for 3 days and 2 nights we only need to pay dalam RM330.

Reached dalam pukul 4, terus check- in and tanye mana tempat makan yang sedap. I asked my frens in FB, to those yang duduk kat JB or orang JB, mana yang best . And also I asked orang kat hotel's lobby, depa kata Restoran Banafee, yang famous dengan Ayam penyet dia. I am no big fan of Ayam Penyet, but what d heck, pergi aje la. Tak ada Ayam penyet yet, so makan aje masakan padang dia. Sedap sangat la. Tak sangka Betty Banafee punya restoran, I thought the name is just a coincidence aje. Sorry, yang nie tak sempat tangkap gambar.

And then, for dinner, we had the Ayam Penyet. I pernah makan kat KL Restoran Ayam Penyet, yang femes tu, but rasa dia so-so aje la. Yang nie, so much difference, bagai langit dengan bumi. Yang KL tuh, dah la sejuk, and tak la sehebat mana pun. Such a dissapointment - to me , at least. Lain orang, lain tekak nye ya. Yang kat Restoran Banafee nie, the Ayam digoreng depan you, panas -panas, n then dipenyetkan pun, nasi served panas-panas, and the sambal - omaigod!!!! so marvelous!!!

Well, tengok saja la gambar ini.....jeng jeng jeng....

*pics di gugel*

Memang sangat marveles la. We had both lunch and dinner at the same shop for 2 days in a row. Sebab sedap sangat. They also have daging bakar and pecal lele. Itu pun sedap, we are hooked. So, kalau u guys pergi sana, mesti pergi sana okay. So, yummy. Oh ya, the Ayam Penyet only serves after 7 pm if I am not mistaken, so for lunch ada Nasi Padang and also so la the marveles punya.

To get there, you can also google it , how to get there and see the ppl's review ---> here.

After tasting it, I must say, I am hooked on Ayam Penyet and that keeps us talking about it for a week, and it is a must try dish.

But I asked my frens from JB, katanye Ayam penyet Singapore lagik sedap, tapi takpe, nanti bila ada rezeki , insya allah tahun depan, I will make a visit pergi Singapore to have a taste of Singapore's Ayam Penyet there. Must make a trip tahun depan , sebab my besties Anne nak kawen. Ini mesti pergi. Mesti.

In dire need for help

2010-10-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

As you guys know, I am always having issue with my weight. Now, my weight is at an alarming rate already. I have tried Herbalife, Usana (still do) and purchased PB, but then it all fails - why - because i have no DISIPLINE! Semua hangat-hangat taik ayam, memula aje semangat, lama-lama tak stick to it. Sigh...

So, while browsing at the MPH bookstore, I saw these

This book is so interesting, and I finished it in just half a day. It was written in a no - nonsense language and no -jaga-hati - version. So, memang kena la muka I nie sebijik sebijik.

Among the tips are:-

Don't give ur babies cow's milk, give them BF instead. Cow's milk meant to cater the weight gain from 5 pounds to 1000 pounds, so that's why high obesity in kids, because they drink cow's milk.
A better version is to drink soy milk instead. Higher protein and less fat.
Do not drink skimmed milk or any milk made from cow's milk, that's for sure.
Coffee are for losers, better drink plain water instead.
Go vegan, as meat will only add more pounds when consume (plus the writers are vegetarian because they are against animal killings, but we in Malaysia ada halal and haram, so we are okay, right? no?).
Do not be fooled by the low calory and low sugar in snacks, those are endless of marketing effort. Go natural instead, consume fresh fruits, fresh vegetables. Same goes with fruit juices sold over the counter, it has been added with lotsa sugar, so its best to avoid them.
Avoid carbo, if still needed, just consume less.
Exercise, pick up your sports shoes and run. At least 20-30 minutes per day. Brisk walking is an exercise too.
There is no shortcut in dieting, it need effort. So don't be lazy.
Dieting requires hard work, and there is no overnight diet, it requires a lot of anticipation, patience, endurance and exercises.
Reward yourself for each kilos that you have lost, by buying sexy items so that you're more anticipated to loose more. Never ever reward yourself with FOOD.
Last but not least, by doing all this, does not make you a BITCH, just be nice to people and be couteous.

Itu aje la yang I manage to remember, it also list down some good food to consume and etc. Its a very good book, I recommend this to my friends.

I am thinking to buy all their books in this "Skinny Bitch's" range, macam menarik.

Aisya's brand new haircut...

2010-10-19T12:54:00.000-07:00

Kalau korang perasan Aisya punya hair cut, balik -balik the same "cleopatra's" cut. Sebab I really have not idea how to trim her hair, or give her a nice haircut style.

So, normally, I will just bring her to a salon, where I will also do my hair. I really love her tresses a lot, because she has been bleassed with a beautiful and thick hair. The problem is that she never like her hair to be either - comb, tied nor pinned. So how nak melawa macam nie kan?

Then my mom suggested that I give her a bob- haircut. I am not afraid that she look like a girl, sebab she is pretty, at least to me - because she have all d features.

Hence, let me introduce to you...... Aisya's new haircut....

From these, during Raya

To this....

So, how, should my baby girl go for long hair or short hair?

Hanya tinggal 7 minggu sahaja....

2010-10-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hanya tinggal 7 minggu sahaja sebelum saya akan mengucapkan goodbye kepada bumi Penang nie. So so sad....;(

Tapi at the same time, could not wait to move to my own house in Seremban. Am damn excited, yo!!!

The thing that I am going to miss about Penang are the super nice people in Penang. I met new friends here, very nice people indeed and it's hard to say goodbye.

I came here 3 1/2 years ago to build my family, and I came back with more that I have asked for. But, everything changes and my time is up and I need to leave this beautiful island.

But, one thing for sure I will be coming back , in fact I pledge to make Penang a yearly visit, especially when I miss the beaches and nasi kandars. Definitely.

Naluri saya kuat mengatakan begini...

2010-10-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

Saya rindu sangat dengan anak saya. Amat-amat rindu. Hanya panggilan telefon sahaja yang menyambungkan Silalaturrahim kami, panggilan telefon setiap malam pada pukul 8-9 malam.

Sekarang nie, die seolah-olah macam merajuk sangat dengan saya sebagai ibunya and juga pada ayahnya. Masa berbual di telefon, kengkadang dia seolah-olah cepat sangat nak mengakhiri perbualan kami, cepat sangat dia kata " Bai, See you...". Sedey sangat la.

Malam tadi, saya menangis, saya tak sangka saya akan break down and cry now. Amat tak sangka, bila suami ada disisi saya sekarang. Saya okay bila mereka berdua berada di Seremban, kerana saya tahu, dia ada ayahnyer, walaupun ibunya jauh di Penang.

Tapi bila ayahnya disini , bersama ibunya, sudah tentunya die merajuk and cepat ambil hati. My sis sms kami semalam, kesian pada Aisya, seolah-olah hidupnya amat ceria bila ada sepupu-sepupunya, tetapi bila sepupunya balik, mula la dia akan menangis dan sedey. Begitu juga ketika, Mak Usu nyer balik KL, dia akan menangis, sambil berteriak, "Acu, Acu , Acu".

Mendengarkan itu, hati saya menangis, kerana saya tak sanggup mendengarnya. Saya tak kuat. Saya takde kekuatan menghadapi ini. Seriously, I nearly breakdown and cry.

Banyak kali, ketika berada di Seremban, setiap kali malam terakhir saya disana, saya akan tidur berpelukan dengan Aisya dan menangis. Setiap kali and setiap masa.

Ya Allah, biarkan masa cepat berlalu, saya tak sanggup menghadapi semua ini, saya mahu anak saya kembali. Saya mahu dia berada disamping saya. Saya tak sanggup.

Tapi memikirkan, terpaksa menghantar dia ke nursery, saya risau. Selama ini, dia dijaga oleh babysitter nye, tapi babysitter nye pun sudah bekerja, dan sekarang the only option is nursery. Tapi saya hanya ada satu bulan setengah sahaja disini.

Dia okay di Seremban, dia stabil di Seremban, kenapa saya harus mementingkan diri saya sendiri dengan membawanyer kesini, dihantar ke nursery untuk tempoh waktu yang sekejap saja dan selepas ini balik semula ke Seremban. Seolah-olah there is no stable environment for her.

Ada nursery depan rumah, tetapi kengkadang , bila saya lambat pergi kerja, akan kedengaran anak-anak menangis, anak-anak dimarahi dengan bunyi jeritan yang kuat daripada penjaga disana, kesian....saya tak sanggup anak saya dilayan sebegitu. Saya tak sanggup.

Ya Allah, kuatkan semangat saya. Hanya ada satu bulan setengah sahaja lagi, dan ianya tak lama. Mudah-mudahan saya kuat untuk menghadapi semua ini.

Am torn between ....

2010-10-10T23:16:00.000-07:00

Am torn between two decisions.

Should I leave or stay?

Well. kena solat tahajjud minta petunjuk.

Finally, Raya pictures...

2010-10-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hye peeps, finally my Raya pictures...Long time due, sebab ada masalah nak upload gambar. Raya tahun nie ala kadar sahaja sebab saya kan baru tender my resignation, so malas nak berjalan kesana-kesini, malas sangat nak belanja duit.

1st Raya - kat rumah my mom in Seremban saje. Aman damai aje beraya kat rumah my mom. Sebab Raya jatuh on Friday, so tetamu datang pun lepas solat Jumaat, what do we do while waiting for guest. Tido aje. Ha ha ha ...

At home with express baju raya, nie Hakimi la nie, last minute kata baju grey tuh nak pakai 2nd day raya masa jalan-jalan. Thank god ada baju sepasang yang matching dengan my Orange Baju kurung. Kalau tidak, ada yang tak mismatched. Aisya pun pakai gown saje. Hik hik

This is my little girl, doing what she does best - making cute faces and making us smile.

And this is she - with her first duit raya from visitors. Tahun nie collection, okay aje...sebab tak banyak berjalan tahun nie. Apa-apa pun, kami dah simpan duit Aisya, for her future.

2nd day Raya - beraya di kampung Hakimi in Melaka

Nie la die baju raya kami, tak apa, pakai la 2nd day raya....ha ha ..penat pikir pattern apa nak buat and all, pakai 2nd day Raya. tak apa....tak apa....

My lil princess dengan baju raya die, tahun ni malas nak tempah bagi sama bagai, maybe next year...he he he ...

Sekejap aje pakai baju kurung, dalam setengah jam, mula melalak nak tanggal kain semua, tukarkan pada gown, senang ber-angin aje. Tapi gambar nie, masa sampai rumah my mum dah. Dia baru bangun tidur, segar bugar dia.

Itu sahaja Raya kami, very simple, and economical. Insya allah, tahun depan ada la gamabr di rumah baru kami nanti ya.

Happy mood ;)

2010-10-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

I am in a happy mood. Hubby will be coming to Penang from tomorrow until early November. For work off course.

Oh, saya sangat suka. Suka sangat....suka suka sangat. Aisya? Tapi Aisya tinggal kerana, takde sapa nak jaga dia disini. Bummer :(

Babysitter die dulu dah apply kerja kerajaan, so kalau dapat Oct nie pergi kursus. Tak apa la, she is in good hands with my mom. Takkan nak bawa die kesini, and hantar die ke nursery. No no no. Bukan tak percaya nursery, tetapi, she have never been into any nursery before and to drag her here and there is not a wise decision at the moment.

I am going back in 2 weeks time , to see her, so I guess it will be ok. She is in good hands and she improves her vocabulary a lot. I am so impressed with her and my mom.

So excited for tomorrow, and I can't wait. Malam tadik, the spring cleaning project was put on hold sebab balik lambat and takde mood nak kemas. So, harap malam nie akan berjaya melaksanakan my house spring cleaning project.

Cai yok! Cai yok!....

Yang penting, hubby balik rumah malam esok, die akan terus lena dibuai mimpi and very the selesa.....kan kan kan?

How was ur weekend?

2010-10-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

How was ur weekend? As for me, I balik lagi ke my kampung. Yes, again. Kali nie ada urgent matters sikit yang perlu diuruskan. And this week my hubby datang Penang, for the next 3 weeks. Yee ha...

But then, Aisya tak ikut sama, sebab babysitter die pun macam dah start apply kerja and mungkin pergi kursus this month. Sedeykan.....will be away from her for the next 3 weeks or 1 month.

So sad :(

September every week I balik, October tak sure lagi. Sigh.

On the other note, last week I balik naik flight, Okay la...tak la penat sangat. Alhamdulillah. Kosnyer sama aje kalau I drive balik pun, so better naik flight saje.

This week will be busy - with clearing what I can and etc. Also, dah lama my house tak kemas, yela everyweek balik aje, nak buat spring clean malam nie, suami nak datang. Takde mood sungguh bila rumah tak kemas.

I miss reading all blogs, walaupun saya tak tinggalkan komen, but I never miss reading every one of them yang dalam my list.

Till then, I will try to update more often ya....

busy busy busy...

2010-09-29T22:59:00.000-07:00

Busy sangat sekarang nie with all the travelling balik Raya, then balik lagik, then balik for Hakimi's convo and now balik lagik for family and urgent matters.

Sigh..penat sangat.

Bulan September nie, every week muka i and kereta Rondo merah I akan lalu PLUS highway. Tapi this week, penat nak drive - so akan naik flight. Penat nyer...

Oh ya, korang ada baca kes Abby Abadi mintak mas kawen from Norman Hakim? Just in time before Memey Suhaiza tunang plak tuh. My personal opinion is as follows:-

a) Dah bertahun kawen, dulu bukan isu kenapa sekarang?

b) And boleh ke kawen kalau bini bayarkan hantaran, bukan hantaran tuh hadiah dari suami kepada isteri ke, so kalau Abby Abadi bayar sendiri, kiranyer beli hadiah untuk diri sendiri? Uiks?

c) Maksudnyer Norman Hakim kawen free - wah....bestnyer........bestnyer.....siap bertahun-tahun kawen plak tuh, sampai dapat anak 3. Wah....saya jeles......Nie kawen sponsor nie..

Okay la, tengah busy, client kejar left right centre.....

Maaf melalut, kepala saya pening nie, bukan mengandung, tapi penat jalan-jalan carik pasal sepanjang September nie.

Hiks..

My last working day before Raya...

2010-09-07T18:28:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to take off at 5 pm today, balik kampung jumpa anak and ibu tersayang di kampung. Ya Allah, excitednyer. Dah terbayang dah Nasi Minyak my mum, rendang ayam and lembu my mum, Kari kambing my mum yang marveles giler....my god..Ingat makanan aje.

My heart dah balik raya dulu dah, yang tinggal otak and badan aje kat Seremban nie. Tak sabarnyer....

My hubby is with me in Penang, sebab kolej die cuti 2 minggu , one week before Raya and another after Raya, Lucky him. He came up to Penang, last Saturday and we have been spending some quality time TOGETHER....teringat zaman masa baru kawen and takde anak dulu. But, boy...we do really miss AISYA a lot....every night, without fail at 9 p.m will make a daily call to my mum, nak dengar suara Aisya.

On the other note, leaving her behind with my mum, have initiated some developments from Aisya, my mum kata Aisya's vocabulary have improved tremendously, she eats a lot, and some things she did that makes me so amazed. I guess mixing with the right kind of people.

Sebelum nie susah nak dengar die bercakap dengan clear, I mean she do talks a lot, but I don't understand. But for the past one week, I think she can speak more clearly and can communicate more. I am impressed. Sebab here, she mix with her cousins - paling tua Standard 2 and paling kecik dah 5 years old, no more pelat and my mum tak cakap dengan die dengan loghat pelat, and I can see the difference.

Sebelum nie dengan babysitter, anak die in Kindergarten , I noticed cakap tak clear, and I tak paham apa die cakap and the second boy plak, pendiam tak banyak cakap and at age 3 nak masuk 4, still pelat. Aisya pun cakap lagi clear. So, my decision to send her awal back to my mum there to Seremban, is not a mistake after all.

Before this my mum ada tanyer apa yang Aisya pandai cakap, I told her not much la but she can inform us when she is hungry and she can also understand instructions. The my mum kata, don't worry as my mum will teach and guide her. Am so relieved now.

La...dah melalut la plak....Sorry...hik hik hik...

I will be on leave sampai Raya Keempat and will start work on Tuesday, cuti tahun nie tak lama sebab nak save for my hubby's Master's graduation 2 weeks after Raya. So balik Penang nanti, I will be travelling back with both Hubby and Aisya and sending them back on the Friday nite and next Sunday I balik Penang sorang.

Then on the following Wed tuh, malam tuh I balik Seremban, sebab Thursday nak pergi Johor sampai Ahad kot for his graduation. So, bulan Sept 2010 nie boleh kira la...berapa hari aje yang I kerja. Hik hik hik...

Okay, guys....I want to wish Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir and Batin. Jalan bebaik okay...Love u guys, Muah....

The decision that has been made.....

2010-09-05T19:13:00.000-07:00

Yes, about the decision....that I promised to update you guys.

It is final, I just tendered last week. After much discussion and deliberation with my better half, I think it is time for me to move on.

My intention to leave the firm, has been there, in fact since I got married 3 years ago, but I just could not leave yet, as I could not find any other opportunity here in Penang.

Now, my husband is in Seremban, and so does Aisya, hence, what is left for me here? Nothing..

Ada jugak orang yang tanyer, kenapa tak balik ke HQ in KL, actually I did asked and they bagi I a new thing/ industry on which I have no experience whatever. So, at my current level, susah la, summore I dah ada my "lovely baggage", I can't be going home late and etc. I just can't. And I am not young, I prefer looking at my doter's face that my client's or boss's face.

For the past 7 yrs in the firm, I have done my part, trying very hard to make an appearance and statement here, and for the past 9 years that I have been working, the last 7 years was the most memorable. But the thing is that, I have a family now, my kid is growing, my intention is to have a balanced family life, I do not want to miss my kid's development, I want to spend more time with my family and the most important thing is I want to expand my family.

I think I have enough, I am not making sacrifices for my family, its just that I am asking for more time with my family. I guess I am just too tired being in the rat race, chasing and clearing jobs, meeting deadlines , satisfying clients and bosses's wants and making the Company profit. I do not have any satisfaction from that, I don't.

My satisfaction is only from once a month pay day. That's it!!

Being away from my family for the past one month and a half - makes me sick and I just can't live without them. Yes, I have tendered and resigned, but my notice period is 3 months, so at least I will try to save as much as I can - during this 3 months and also to cut down on so many things later in life.

I have not found any job yet, but I believe, there is always something for me out there, as my Niat and Nawaitu is only to help my family and my husband. I am not afraid to throw in "the letter", at first, for a few nights, I just can't sleep , but then later on, I think it's the best decision.

On the day, that I submitted my resignation, I felt so relieved and I feels my burden lighter.

Insya allah, all will be okay.

The main thing is in December, I will finally move in with my family to our new house. There's is nothing better for me in the world apart from that and I look forward to it every minute of the day.

Please wish me luck!

Am going home today...

2010-08-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

Today after work, balik rumah, kemas barang and tido. Penang cuti esok for Nuzul Quran and also will be taking the next Monday off too.

Insya allah lepas sahur esok akan bertolak balik ke Seremban. Pls pray for our safe journey sebab I will be travelling alone with my 2 year old toddler.

And travelling with her, the best timing would be during her sleeping time. Kalau tak , tak tenteram nak drive jejauh dengan die. Saya takut jugak. In fact, saya amat la cuak nye...

Oh ya, decisions reached and I will be sending her back. Yesterday, while I was packing her toys and stuffs into a bag, die nanges and took back all the barang that I have kemas.
I guess, she tought that I am gonna throw it all away.

Little that she knows that I am sending her to her dad and my mom.

These 2-3 days, she is very cranky, rasanyer sebab nak tumbuh gigi geraham kot. Always pointing kat mulut die aje and when the feelings sakit tu datang, mula la tantrum die pun datang. Makan tak mo langsung. Nasib boleh minum susu.

But then, at night masa nak tido, she will hug me very close and do a very cute smile and sambil angkat-angkat kening die. Adoiii...Sapa boleh tahan. Hilang semua marah tadi. They are very cute, aren't they?

Oh ya, about my career, I have decided to choose family over career and most probably I will be doing something which never can be imagined by some of you guys.

This is a major thing and I will need to think over it during this long weekend. This is because my transfer macam ada problem and I have talked it through with my husband and decision is almost there.

What's more important now is not career, but family and I just can't function with them not in my sight.

So, harap la decision itu akan menjadi final and cuti merdeka nie akan digunakan sebaiknyer utk memikirkan dengan sebaik-baiknye.

Pengalaman berpuasa.....berdua...

2010-08-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

Pengalaman berpuasa berdua bersama Aisya....sahaja.

Boleh la dikatakan Aisya begitu co-operative, waiting patiently to buka puasa with me. Unlike dulu, yang masa berbuka la, time tuh die nak makan, die does her "BIG" business and etc.

At 2 years old, she can understand instructions which has been given to her, and learn to be patient. She is becoming a very independent lady after all.

In conjunction with fasting month, the firm allow us to go home at 5 p.m provided that there is no job commitment. Alhamdulillah, office job is pretty well managed and not much of a hectic nowadays. So, I get to go home on time at 5 p.m and on several days, I even managed to cook for us both.

Now, what makes me worried is whether I am allowed to transfer to KL office now. Until now , no news still and I am getting agitated each day. I am really hoping that I can move now, as my hubby is already in Seremban. Looking at it, I only have one more month.

I can't stand being far away from my family. Sigh.

Allah, pls grant me , my wish is just to be with my family. Pls Allah help me.

Selamat Berpuasa...

2010-08-10T18:31:00.000-07:00

Kepada korang , readers yang amat Zie sayangi....

Zie and family nak ucapkan

Selamat Berpuasa

dan

semoga Ramadhan ini akan membawa

seribu keberkatan hendaknyer....

Aisya plak lepas nie..

2010-08-04T23:52:00.000-07:00

It seems that my mother wants me to leave Aisya behind after this Merdeka Holidays.

Hmm....come to think of it betul jugak kata my mom. It is very susah nak travel drive summore with a 2 yr old toddler. Summore, the journey between Penang and Seremban dah la 5-6 hours.

End of this month, I plan nak balik Seremban, sebab cuti panjang. And then I taknak menyusahkan hubby datang Penang, n then drive balik dengan dia, so I opt to drive by myself with Aisya - yes, only 2 of us.

Both of my mum and hubby are worried sick, doubting my capability and Aisya's patience to be in the car for direct 6 hours. Actually, I pun risau, so I pikir nak drive lepas sahur or lepas pukul 12 malam - thats the time when she is sleeping.

Because of that also, my Mum was saying bila I balik Penang nanti, just leave Aisya behind in Seremban with her. After all, her daddy will be there, and 2 weeks after that dah Raya and 2 weeks after Raya will be hubby's graduation, and after that pindah terus ke Seremban. So dah selalu balik Seremban dah time tuh.

The question is, can I sleep at nite when my baby is not around? Can I tahan One whole month without her at all. Hubby will be with her, then every weekend macam mana because hubby intend to balik Penang. Takkan nak bawak Aisya naik bas balik Penang?

So, I want some buy in time to think about this before giving my final say - either yes / no.

And if yes, I may need to give upfront notice to Aisya's babysitter because she only jaga Aisya alone apart from her kids la. Janji dulu sampai end September, now August la plak.

Hmmm....I hate making decisions.

Learning to be a strict mom

2010-08-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

Now as I am handling Aisya by myself, I noticed that I am becoming more stricter mom.

Going to be 2 years old soon, I noticed that sometimes she really crave for my attention that really makes me go bonkers. So nakal okay. Very very nakal.

So, on Monday she slept at 12 p.m, semalam train tidur awal pukul 10.30, die guling-guling -guling, pukul 11.30 baru tido. Kul 4-5 a.m bangun nak susu.

Sigh, as I am the only one here, it makes me really tired. Also last night, I penat balik awal masak for her - baked beans. Knowing her, I know she likes tomato sauce, nie dah penat masak, rasa pun takmo. Bila suap satu aje, muka macam nak muntah. Dah lepas tuh, bagi roti - takmo, bagi biskut takmo.

Lepas tuh die melalak kuat sangat, bagi susu pun tak mo. I biar aje die menangis, sorry la Mummy takkan pujuk. Never my style. After a while, she diam sendiri.

Then , to show that I was really angry with her, I ignore her totally. Dia datang dekat, I duduk tempat lain. Die macam tukar topic, macam datang kat I, siap suddenly tepuk bahu semua as if nothing had happened, I just tell her, "Aisya, Mummy not talking to you because you have been behaving unappropriately today and its just not acceptable".

Dia macam terdiam sekejap, and then try to make 2nd and many attempt. I think I just ignored her, to show that I do not like her attitude and actions. I tak pukul anak, kalau ye, pun very light on her pampers and also cubit aje. That's all. This age, tak guna nak marah2x ker, tengking2x ker sebab die bukannyer faham.

So, I just ignore her and tell her that what she did is not acceptable. Until I bawak die tidur pukul 10.30 malam tadi. This morning she woke up early around 7.30 a.m.

See, boleh pun bangun pagi, selalu tak boleh bangun sampai kena dukung hantar rumah Mama Siti (her babysitter) , so tonite I am going to disipline her now, what are the acceptable attitudes and behaviour. Because kalau die lambat tidur, I don't have any me time at all. Sekarang boleh la, nanti bulan puasa , nak bangun sahur lagik, bukak posa lagik, kalau die tak tidur, susah la nanti. I nie kerja bukannyer tak bekerja.

And we also plan to teach Aisya to sleep in her own bedroom once we moved to Seremban. She is going to be 2 this Saturday, and also it is about time she need to be independent. We plan to have her room decorated and etc. And still leaves the room door open for her to come in if anything. But, once asleep she will need to taken back to her room definitely.

Macam mana korang disiplinkan anak in terms of masa tidur, masa makan and etc. Pls share ya, sebab I betul-betul mati kutu dibuatnye.

I look odd with specs...

2010-08-03T19:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, when I was about to go to work, nak la pakai contact lense kan, sekalik tengok dah koyak. Mangkuk, contact lense baru pakai sehari. Nie la die, beli benda kat Balik Pulau nie, dah la mahal, quality takde. Hampeh!!!

So, off I went to office with my glassess on, I punyer muka bila pakai glassess nampak mata macam bengkak and penat sangat. Plus, I was very tired also yesterday sebab kena buli dengan Aisya. So, I look very "tak vogue" semalam.

Biasanyer contact lense RM60 for 3 months supply, nie RM75 okay. Mahal kan. Oh ya, nie yang clear punyer. Kalau colour tuh RM95 kat Balik Pulau. So, masa lunch rush pergi Gurney Plaza nak g carik contact lense. Alang - alang nak raya , rembat jugak la Contact Lense colour, Raya mah...dun play - play...kena vogue. Badan still gemuk takpe, yang penting mata kena gempak. Kos contact lense colour, RM60 for one month.

I beli kat Focus Point Gurney Plaza, ada offer tuh, buy 2 free 1. Omaigod...gilos..gilos..Rembat 3 terus la. Ambik 2 shimmering grey and 1 navy blue. Mak mata kucing noks tahun nie. Nak gak ambik hijau, tapi takut tang alien plak jadik nyer...Takpe...rileks..rileks..man man....So I memang suka grey, ambik aje grey.....yang blue nie baru nak try.

So, today here I am, with new contact lense, clear punyer aje, sebab colour kena order, Sabtu nie baru dapat. Baru la bersemangat nak pakai eyeliner and blushers bagai hari nie. Baju ku merah and tudung ku Silk Merah, sampai kena pujila dengan receptionist tadik.

"Azizah, you look so pretty today"....what can I do, hanya boleh *blush* sahaja...Hiks...

See, walaupun suami tiada disisi, harus nampak vogue selalu. Ceria selalu, barulah boleh menghadapi cabaran hari kerja dengan kental gitus....

Oh ya, suami saya balik Jumaat nie naik flight, kul 10.30 malam sampai. Sayang nak ayam berlado atau nak saya? ..ha ha ...soklan tak boleh blah okay...

Day 2 - now I am tired already...

2010-08-02T19:14:00.000-07:00

I went home hurrily, just in time before 7 pm to pick my lil' sunshine. In the car, I was thinking not to have any dinner and just take my shake, but what will Aisya eat. Normally, she will eat what I eat. So, I decided to tapau Bihun Goreng for us.

We went to a kedai makan, tapau Bihun Goreng and went to a kedai runcit to purchase some perishable items. Sampai rumah, angkat kain dari jemuran, and straight away prepare for dinner. Aisya tak mo pun makan Bihun Goreng, geram nyer...kalau tahu die tak mo, might as well tak payah beli. Now kenala I makan, and there I ruin my diet again. Sheeshhh....

Aisya just ate her roti krim vanilla separuh and coklat separuh. Then I lipat kain, and kemas rumah, she also "menolong" sama, takes ages nak siapkan. N then die "kemaskan" her books plak, siap susun macam jugsaw puzzle atas lantai. Sigh, menduga kesabaran sungguh. I let her play alone while I cepat-cepat lipat kain.

After watching CSI New York last night, I tak tahan terus masuk tido. I brought her along. Before that she finished her 9 oz of milk dah. I am not sure what time she slept, but I woke up dalam kul 2-3 a.m and found all my make up was scattered on the bed. Sigh...budak bertuah nie..

I kemas dalam gelap and terus tido and being awaken by her again at 5 a.m to make her milk. This morning I bangun lambat and rushed to work. I am so tired. I need to take on my medications la. Sebab seriously, I am very tired, very, very tired.

And this is only 2 days, I am feeling so exhausted. My appreciation goes out to all single mothers and fathers out there, I don't know how you survive this.

Malam nie mission, nak tido pukul 9 malam. Make her sleep at 9 p.m. BUt apart from all that, I think I am enjoying her every minutes and she never fail to make me smile, no matter what. Tak boleh nak marah die lama-lama......I simply can't.

Now I know, she like Handy Manny, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse and I think she is a very shy person. Whenever the music comes out, she will look shyly at me, and I would just say, "Aisya, dance la sayang, you like that music rite?"..

It will take her a while, before dancing. And she is very cute when she dances. Ha ha ha .....

And I think she is very helpful too. Semalam masa lepas park kereta dalam rumah, I bukak pintu dulu, then only I bring her down and then followed by all the goods that I have purchased. She was being very nice, siap nak tolong angkat barang tu semua. Very thoughtful la.

After 2 days, it wasn't that bad after all. I think I can get along well with her. Tengok TV pun, baring berdua and she is very clingy. I think we will do fine, don't we?

Learning to be independent...

2010-08-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hubby left for Seremban yesterday at about 12 pm. Sigh, boy Aisya was crying out loud. Really loud. Mummy Aisya pun nanges, tapi dalam hati je....Mummy Aisya nanges lagik kuat sebenarnyer.

After he left, Aisya was still crying siap buat aksi cium lantai, peluk lantai, bersih sikit lantai rumah Mummy malam tadik, thanks Aisya...hik hik hik.

Then dalam 10 mins macam tu terus diam and layan TV. I am not the type yang akan pujuk anak kalau nanges, it's just me. Unless kalau die jatuh or what la....baru I akan pujuk. I know, I am teaching her to be independent and not too manja.

After that, I did some house spring cleaning, kemas and susun atur apa yang patut, jemur kain - 3 kali, penat seh...sebab takmo pikir sangat. Aisya has been a darling, baik aje, tak meragam sangat. This is one thing I notice about her, when she is alone with only one of us, she will behave, kalau ada Mummy Daddy nye, mula la buat perangai.

The whole day lawan mata tak nak tido, minum susu banyak and makan pun macam-macam, berss***&^% pun banyak kali, tapi tak nak gak tido. Pukul 6 pergi pasar malam , dalam kereta baru tido. Sabar je la, kena la angkut takkan nak tinggalkan dalam keta kan. Angkut die, terlupa la nak tinggalkan kasut dalam keta, dah hilang masa dukung. Nasib baik jumpa balik.

Balik dari pasar malam, terus bangun minah tuh. Ya Allah...tadik mengantuk sangat...sabar je la. Lepas mandi, makan and terus tak tido ...sampai kul 12 malam. I masuk tidur, padam semua lampu , but still I can't sleep. I guess this moment really hit me, and I can't sleep until 2 a.m. Kept on tossing and turning around. Summore, I think I takut kot, at the slightest sound, I boleh terjaga. Pening kepala I.

This morning woke up lambat, dengan tak sempat gosok baju semua, nasib sampai ofis dalam kul 9.15 a.m so tak la teruk sangat. Tapi terasa wei, masa nak angkut Aisya yang tengah tidur dengan takde balancing nyer, anak satu tangan tido, dengan handbag dengan bag die, dengan bekal nyer, dengan kasut nyer....lariks alignment badan saya...wu wu wu.

I made my own lunch today, Grilled chicken sandwichs. I am a sucker for sandwich lately. Tak selera la nak makan nasi sejak semalam. I guess, selera makan I pun dah takde lepas Hubby balik semalam.

Harap this is a good news for me, boleh la I shed off the weights yang lemak nyer sudah sampai tahap tepu nie.

Okay people, have fun and a productive week, uolss....

It's hard to say Goodbye...

2010-07-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

Lately nie upon returning to work , Hubby always tend to fall asleep in front of TV, and it is still so early. He said that it may be due to tiredness of packing and thinking of what he is leaving behind. He think a lot about me, lil Ms Aisya and so many things. I kind of agree with him, thinking too much also can make you very tired.

Well, I think a lot too and I don't wanna talk about it. Because I don't want him to be sad. After all, I need to be strong in front of him. I have to - for his sake.

Then he was saying, that he have informed his students and they are sad because this is only beginning of a semester. Some of the students even cried and they had some pictures taken to commensurate the last few days of their favourite lecturer.

While packing and clearing all his stuffs, including all his documentation and etc, he feels sad. He was in the pioneer team who had actually built KKTM Balik Pulau, be it the deco, hostel, and syllabus and etc. So, I kind of understand how he feels. Its like leaving a part of you behind.

Then he blurted out, "Baby, It's so hard to say goodbye".

I just smiled and I think to myself, at least I have another 2 months. My friends were saying, in fact I can ask for an earlier transfer but then I think I want to have more time and summore with all this puasa time and Raya, I might as well wait. And furthermore, I have a lot of work stuffs need to be settled and I have to serve my transfer notice at least 2 months. My future direction also has not being confirmed, as to which department that I am heading now.

If you ask me how am I feeling right now and at this moment, I am trying to be - ok. I do not want to think much about it, and I channelled it to shopping. I purchased a lot from Crabtree & Evelyn yesterday, for my stuffs and bday gifts and some other gifts for my sisters. Today, I went to shop at Body Shop. I think I find my pleasure there.

To tell you the truth, I cried on my way to work today, while listening to lagi "Sampai Sorga" by Faizal Tahir. Especially the chorus part...

Aku lemah tanpa kamu,

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya satu

Hanya kamu...

Dan segala yang ku ada

Ku berikan semua

Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu Dirimu

Bahagia untuk selamanya

Biar sampai syurga

Aku menunggu cinta darimu

Agar ku sempurna

I am emotionally weak right now. I am so scared of this Sunday, where everything will change. Nothing will ever be the same again.

I am not sure how Aisya will take it, as she have never separated from her dad before this which is for a very long time. I just hope that my little girl will be strong, as strong as I want to be, to face all this.

People may say, ala - 2 bulan aje pun, summore laki I boleh aje balik every weekend.

Then, I will say to you, our case is different. I used to be very independent, and I think I can survive on my own. But, after I got married to him, I am being pampered by him, in fact too much - he cooked for me, he bangun malam if Aisya cried for her susu, he can cook for us, u name it - he can cook anything, he can even jaga Aisya when I went for my KK holiday, he dried up the clothes for me, the wake me up in the morning and he even throw the garbage for me.

He does everything for me, and I am being pampered to bits, I am being treated like a baby. I am not ashamed of this, even if my husband looks like ganas macam kaki pukul, tapi he treats me damn well and I love him to bits. So so much!!!

The feelings now is so much worse, compared to the time when he had to go through bypass. I just have to chin up and face this like a strong women.

Thanks ...

2010-07-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the beautiful comments and it has been such an encouragement for me. Words could not describe how wonderful you guys have been and this I obtained from the blogging world.

I sangat terharu knowing ada kengkawan yang sungguh baik hati that care for both of us - me and lil Ms Aisya.

I am a bit dissappointed that hubby informed me that they are not allowed any leave for the first 28 days. Padahal, bukan new joiners pun, nie promotion bongok!! bengang betul la...Apa punyer sistem daa......

So, there goes his plan nak balik every Thursday nite, so that he can spent Friday, Saturday and Sunday with us. Sigh...

Takpe, be strong Zie...be strong!!!

It's official now...

2010-07-26T19:42:00.000-07:00

It's official now, and the news came in yesterday.

My husband is going down to report duty next Monday and will be leaving us behind for the next 2 months , until the day that I can move.

The setbacks of all these are:-

Fasting month will be just me and Aisya alone. Tak makan sahur terus la aku macam nie. Bukak posa pun sorang. So sad.
Raya pun, kena plan macam mana nak balik, Hakimi is considering to come back to Penang and drives us down, but I bet it will be too tiring for him, kesian la.
I am so not used to staying alone all by myself with my lil girl as I always depend on him. Always. I do not know how am I going to survive for the next 2 months.

But, on the other hand, by going down earlier, he can do :-

Engage contractor to do our house - grill, kipas and what not
In fact boleh monitor depa lagik,
So, bila I nak move in, almost all dah ada
And he will try to get off on every Friday, sebab nak balik Penang naik bas
So, weekend he will still be with us here in Penang.

Deep down in my heart, I know I have to let it go. I am trying to be very strong inside. Very very strong inside, but when I talked about it with my fren, my tears terus jatuh....I can't hold it any longer.

I thought I was the only one who cried, but then, he cried too when he got the news from his bos.

I guess I have just to take it as a strong women, like people said, its very fast - 2 months is very fast. And I should not be worried, makan pakai dier would be okay, sebab he will be staying with my mum in Seremban.

At least , these 2 people who is very dear to me are together.

Bencinyer...

2010-07-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

I just got a call from my hubby.

Katanyer he have to report duty on 2nd August 2010 kat KKTM Alor Gajah. And maybe he have to be there sampai I move which is in October.

Ya Allah, so macam mana nie?

Dah la, I baru plan and invite people for Aisya's bday party (small gathering aje) on the 7th August nanti.

Summore, kalau hujung bulan nie I balik with him, then I have to balik sini alone, hubby kata Aisya tinggalkan dengan my Mum kat Seremban, Then macam mana bday party die nanti?
I tak boleh tidur la anak I takde. Cannot!!

I will be husband-less for the next 2 months. Bengang nye......

I cannot digest and cannot think of anything right now!!!

I just can't function without them!!! Just can't!!

Weekends line-up activities

2010-07-22T19:47:00.000-07:00

Weekend is finally here...weee......seronoknyer.

At first, hubby kata ada kelas....down sebentar disitu. Then this morning, he said, he can just punch in...n then we can go out and have some fun. Terus menyala-nyala sayangnye....And lepas tuh die kata, gaji die dah masuk, nak duit tak? Oh....rasa nak melompat sampai siling aje terus.

Tapi saya baik...ha ha ...terus kata...takpe...duit Zie ada lagik...see. see...I baik okay..

Summore, this month, gaji masuk lambat on the 31st July. Lambatnyer. Sebab nak bayar bonus (firm's favourite stt - bonus - if there is any).

I have determined to settle my credit card this month. So, tutup satu, and the other one, tak dapat settle semua, maybe half, so tinggal untuk beli minyak keta and benda terdesak seperti my Crabtree and Evelyn products, my hair relaxer and rebonding and colouring...hik hik...
Teruk betul kamu nie Zie...itu benda terdesak kamu..eh..benda tuh semua penting wert ...untuk kebahagiaan rumah tangga.....

So, maybe planning nak makan lunch at Papparich and catch midnite movie - Inception. I heard very good reviews and gonna watch it this weekend. Mid- nite sebab senang , Aisya mesti mengantuk and nak tidur punye.....so aman la kami nak tengok....he he ...

Have a good weekend, peeps!!

We are Moving....

2010-07-21T22:54:00.000-07:00

Well. the news that we have been waiting for quite some time is finally here.

We will be moving .......yes, and this time around, we will be going home!!!!

It all started by Hubby's news on his promotion, but he is being posted to Kuantan. Kalau Kuantan means, I will be back in KL and we will be just be weekend husband and wife. Both of us tak nak la, nehi nehi nehi!!!!

I tak mo Kuantan, sebab there is nothing there for me. So, he tried asking for Alor Gajah, near to our home in Seremban which is only 30 mins away. And when he finally got it to Alor Gajah (jenuh menunggu...maklumla gomen)....As for me, I will be going back to my HQ in KL. I don't mind travelling by komuter ker, bus ke....sebab ramai aje orang travel antara Seremban KL macam tuh. Okay aje...

I am still finding what I want to do now. I will try my best to get myself out of audit and accounting line. What I had for the past 6 years, I think I had enough and I want to try out something else. But, kalau no choice, maybe I will change Company la kot....hik hik hik....Kan best kalau kat Putrajaya ke, Cyberjaya ke....dekat jugak dengan Seremban.....Okay wert!!

So, the date has been finalised and it's confirmed.

My last day here will be 30th September and I will be taking 2 weeks of unpaid leave to settle all the transfer matters termasuklah - perpindahan, packing an unpacking, nak buat gate and grill rumah, dapur, curtain railing, curtains, perabot and susun atur semua. Penat wey.....Rumah kami dah lama siap, cuma tak buat benda-alah yang membuatkan sesuai untuk didiami aje ....

Dulu nak pindah Penang pun, I took one whole month off - inclusive of 2 weeks of annual leave and 2 weeks of unpaid leaves.

I am really excited and for the time remains for me here, I promise myself that I will try as much as I can to enjoy Penang to the max sebab entah bila la I boleh balik sini lagik.

I know I am gonna miss Penang, that is a sure thing.

And I will start in P...W...C... KL by the 18th October 2010 - insya allah.

Maybe, I will start by doing Aisya's birthday party yang ke-2 di sini, at our house here and that may be my way to bid farewell to my work coleagues and friends.

Hi everyone...

2010-07-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry , no post lately sebab very busy with so many things. Not so much from jobs, but more from the course attendance, preparation to instruct course and also to instruct courses.

New software is being introduced and more learning time is required now. Sigh...Ada aje benda baru but I like new things, makes me challenge the old ways of doing things. I like!!!

Just to share the latest craze that I have now , as a result of a birthday presents from my bestest buddies. I got Crabtree & Evelyn's Rosewater range from both Oya and Ira. Sedap nyer bau.....You guys, I stress macam mana pun bila I mandi dengan benda alah nie - I tidur lena okay....

Here are the link -->
http://www.crabtree-evelyn.com/eng/products/collections/rosewater/essentials?441388

End up I went to re-stock and sempat jadik member terus. I stock up banyak...sebab Crabtree only have sales twice per year. I giler pakai shower gel and body lotion. Hubby compliment my smooth skins and also nice smells now.

Dulu pun wangi okay, tapi la nie lagik wangi.

Go ahead and give it a try babe. Very good buy from now until end of the month.

She is growing so fast...

2010-06-29T19:18:00.000-07:00

My lil girl is growing so fast and in about a month time - in August she will be 2 years old. I guess all mothers will understand how I feel. And "for the time being" she is the only lil munchkin that I have.

Why do babies have to grow up so fast? I am trying very hard to keep up with her development. But, I guess, I just have to let her grow up.

She grown up to a very independent little girl. She doesn't want to be hold while walking, and if we do try to catch her and, she would just stop moving and cross her arms. How cute is that?

And she has also mastered the art of eating, so whenever we eat, we have to make sure she have her own plate/ bowl and her own cutleries, or else be prepared to make your ears deaf because trust me, she can shout as loud as she can.

She is also into books right now, the other day, I left some of her books in the car and forgot to bring it down and upon sending her to her babysitter's house she demanded that the books go with her. And babysitter was very impressed because she can read books and spent hours reading them. In fact, she tought babysitter's son who is a year older to read the book , the same way that I am reading to her.

I must say that I am impressed with the achievement of my little girl. Yes, I am. I am sure other mothers are aslo impressed with the kid's achievements. I am not comparing ya, never okay.

So, here pls enjoy the picture of my lil one...as I have not posted her pictures for a very long time.

To Aisya darling, Mummy loves you so much and I have not planned anything for your birthday yet, because not sure where we will be at that time? Either Penang or Seremban? *hik hik* Tapi I will start planning on something fun for you, kay. Just wait yeah.

Is it me or the distance....

2010-06-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

I miss my friends, be it from various levels of my life...

And it seems due to the distance, I have not communicated with them anymore. Be it e-mail or etc.

I am not sure, is it me or just everybody's busy with their life or what?

But, I do feel lonely....a lot!!!

Help...

Lunch stories...

2010-06-28T20:47:00.000-07:00

Since yesterday and today, Insya allah, I will be having lunch with hubby saje. His college's new intake student just registered and his classes will start next week. Hence, this week he is still free.

Yesterday and today, as he is in town nearby to my office, thinking about so little time that we can spend with each other, we decided to have lunch together.

Bukan tempat hebat pun, but the company tu yang penting. Not that long either, but just sufficient time to enjoy each other.

This is the time, tak payah pegang anak, sibuk nak calm Aisya down supaya tak menjerit minta her own fork and spoon and her own plate. No need to watch whether Aisya makan semak ke comot ke, kena baju ker? Need to entertain her, make sure she don't make a mess and etc.

Just both of us, holding hand and making eye contact like those just friends days, boyfriend and girlfriend days, fiance days and also masa lepas kawen , berdua saje.

Come to think of it, I really miss those days.

But then, bila keluar berdua nie, rindu plak si Aisya...and our topic....Aisya....ha ha ha...

So how, Aisya jugak jadik main topic. But still, the food seems more tasty now and I enjoy the time together with him.

Arrgh...this entry making me hungry and miss him even more.

Hi all....

2010-06-28T02:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the long hiatus....

Been quite busy with so many things, kursus in KL, holiday with family and many many more.

Sigh...

Lama tak update kat blog sebab macam susah nak karang apa-apa cerita kat sini. I am living in fast lane, my stt - satu dua and I totally heart facebook so much.

After giving so much emphasis, now I miss my blog so much. And here I am, here I am.

Banyak perkara jadik in this last 2 months, ada berita baik and ada berita buruk.

And as for me, still surviving and still trying hard to make a living in this cruel world.

Okay la, wait for my updates soon ya.

Pasal jadik penjamin...

2010-06-10T01:10:00.000-07:00

Blog Tijah refers....

Kesian kan, orang lain buat taik, orang lain plak nak nak kena tanggung akibatnyer.

My arwah FIL in law dulu, anak ada 4, tapi my MIL tanggung semua walaupun MIL i full time housewife, sebab FIL jadik penjamin. Duit gaji habis bayar duit hutang sedara yang larik dari hutang, kesian....till his dying breath okay. MIL i siap jual kuih, ambik upah bela anak orang...jsut to support her kids to school.

Then, last 2009, I got a cousin of mine yang sebelum both me and her got married, I think la ,,,,I think ye...we are quite close. Then after she got married , I still made an effort to keep in touch with her and after I got married, she seems to not contact me at all although I really did try to keep in touch. After much effort, and I dah fed up because only me did the catching up, I gave up. In fact, I gave her one of my wedding gifts, due to her monetary problem at one point of time. The gift was an Oven okay and bukan cikai-cikai punyer.

We have not seen each other or keep in touch, and one fine day, she called to memula tu tanyer khabar and etc. Tanyer kabar anak I (which is my favourite topic) and siap minta gambar anak I and etc. Then baru dier blurt out, pinjaman tak lepas sebab husband dah diblacklist and her income plak macam tak cukup. Pelik arr....kata Sales Manager, takkan gaji tak gempak. Padahal loan tak sampai RM200k pun. Then only I know the reason, she wants to "use" me ...Pls note the usage "use" here.

It came to my senses that she was not honest in asking how did I do, nor how my doter's upbringing nor development, she was only interested to get me to be her co - partner in applying the loan.

I told her, I need some time to think it over as I need to discuss with my husband. Alasan aje...just to buy in some time aje sebenarnye. And then , the next day, she called me and said, tak perlu la....sebab loan dah approved. I was so relieved. After that no more phone call for a very long time , biasa la....I am not important to her anymore.

Then masa I balik Kampung, coincidently there is a some family gathering as my Mom's family buat kenduri arwah untuk Atuk I. And there I met her again. And my Mom pun perasan macam that cousin of mine macam nak mengelak daripada I. And she was asking why, being such a blunt me - I answered , "Orang bersalah, cam tu la...."...n told my mum the story.

Luckily, I did not fall to her trap. I am an honest person, I can be the nicest and yet I can be the most horrible person on earth. You choose.

P/s :- Entry geram sebenarnyer nie....

Happy 3rd Anniversary...

2010-06-03T01:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Anniversary Sayang.....

I am not good in writing poetry nor putting the correct words

But with you, I know these things you really dun mind....

I know how time may makes us more mature

But to you, I am always that little lady, alwayscraving for your love...

No matter how much mistake I make, arguments we had...

You still forgive and forgave me no matter what....

No matter how stress and awful I can be

You still show me the a happy face which is so full of tender, love and care...

After what we have been through for the past 3 years...

I cherished the 2nd chance that GOD have granted to us...

Each and evry living day of life...

I am grateful to GOD

for giving me - YOU, our little angel and the best give is "US"...

Time could not replace how much you mean for me...

And with this, I just wanna say

I love you so much, sayang ...

So much indeed...

And I love you BIG TIME!!!!

Thanks for accepting me the way I am

Thanks for loving me no matter what

Thanks for being so patient with me

Thanks for understanding my needs

Thanks for being patient with my tantrums

And lastly, thanks for choosing to grow old with me...

I love you, so much....

Love always, your loving wife, Zie....

My wishlist at the moment....

2010-06-03T00:28:00.000-07:00

Currently I am into bags....I dun know why, but the craze suddenly came....

I blame it on my hormones....ha ha ha .....

Well. antara bag yang I tengah eyeing nie.....not that I can afford it...

It costs bomb, almost like the cost of delivering twins babies....

Here, pls salivate...sebab memang i terliur aje nampak semua nie....

Oh ya, all of these are from Gucci.....I am so in love with them....

Selagik tak kaya nie, berangan aje la saya boleh buat nie.....sigh....

*drooling....drooling.....drooling....*

More about "toncet"

2010-06-03T00:13:00.000-07:00

It seems that not only this topic is being discussed here in Malaysia, but also in International Media.

I am not surprised, but they said that this is fashion and will follow other type of fashion, where it will forgotten, over time.

For full article, kindly please read it HERE.

What does your blog says about the owner?

2010-06-01T00:11:00.000-07:00

I came across this while bloghopping to Anne's blog. Kind of interesting.....Go ahead and try it out people...

The analysis indicates that the author of http://www.ziemohdghani.blogspot.com/ is of the type:

ESFP - The Performers

The entertaining and friendly type.
They are especially attuned to pleasure and beauty and like to fill their surroundings with soft fabrics, bright colors and sweet smells.
They live in the present moment and don´t like to plan ahead - they are always in risk of exhausting themselves.
The enjoy work that makes them able to help other people in a concrete and visible way.
They tend to avoid conflicts and rarely initiate confrontation - qualities that can make it hard for them in management positions.

You may want to try it for fun. Here's da website http://www.typealyzer.com :)

How was ur weekend?

2010-05-31T20:10:00.001-07:00

Sigh it was really tiring....

Thursday - left office and straight away make our way to Ipoh, our MIL's house. We reached quite early around 8.30 p.m. Aisya memang nature die very the pemalu one. But upon reaching, my MIL just grabbed her, ha ha ha...rindu sangat I guess. Nasib tak menangis budak tu..

Friday - Made our way direct to Seremban, and thank god , sampai aje my Mummy's place, it was heavily rained - like so heavy macam Cats and Dogs rain....Nasib dah sampai rumah. Siap masa on the way, called my Mum, and tanyer lauk apa die masak. Hubby plak, sempat la plak pergi developer's place dulu sebab nak ambik kunci.

Sampai Mummy's place dah pukul 3, terus kami 3 anak beranak duduk makan Chicken Curry and Sambal Udang. Masing-masing lapar punyer pasal. Sungguh tekun, until Aisya yang tak reti duduk diam pun boleh duduk sambil I suap sampai kenyang. Patut nak jumpa Contractor pun tak jadik sebab hujan lebat sangat. Duduk rumah aje.

My niece and nephews pun ada, apa lagik, mereka seronok la ada Aisya, main kejar -kejar satu rumah. I think Aisya is really lonely, pity my girl.

Saturday - Early morning, we got a message from Hakimi's cousin yang Pak Long kimi is very tenat and is in Hospital Melaka ICU. So, after breakfast, sempat g jumpa contractor untuk tanyer quotation utk grill satu rumah and also extend wet kitchen sedikit, and then off we rushed to Hospital Besar Melaka.

Almost all of his family members were there, punya la ramai dalam wad tuh - dalam 20 anak and anak sedara die, penuh. Ada gak patients lain dalam tuh , another 3 men. We were at the hospital for quite some time. Pak Long kimi nie umur dah 80++ , had heart problem dah lama dah. And that morning dalam pukul 2 a.m , semput and his eldest daughter send him to the nearest hospital in Hospital Alor Gajah, but were asked to sent to GH Melaka due to severity of his case.

We left that place dalam pukul 4 and sampai Seremban kul 5 petang. And around 6 pm, went to one Restoran , Nasi Arab Damsyik in Senawang. Saje belanja Mummy and my sister Ain. Aisya pun suka makan, banyak jugak. This lil girl sekarang nie suka makan sendiri. As long as I bagi die makan, and ada jugak la bersepahnyer....tapi banyak jugak la yang die makan.

Then after Isyak, head to my Daddy's place for supper, padahal baru makan dinner, my Dad jamu dengan mee hoon, aiyak..makan lagik....tapi takpe...makan aje..rezeki jangan ditolak. Borak- borak sampai la pukul 10 malam, and then terus balik.

Reached home and Aisya lepas bagi susu terus minum sampai tido. Erk...pukul 11 dah tido? Awal giler...selalunyer pukul 2 a.m baru tido. Penat la tuh...

Sunday - Mummy nak makan Ikan Bawal sweet and sour for lunch, both me and Hakimi prepared it, and Hakimi nak makan Lamb Chop and my sister Jamie masak Sheperd's Pie. Giler wei...kenyang .....Lepas tuh punyer la lama kami tido...sampai kul 6 petang.....mana taknyer...perut dah kenyang....

That nite, we went over to Hakimi's cousin house - and there we got the news that Pak Long has passed away. So sad la, tapi thank god, walaupun kami nie orang jauh, managed la balik time benda macam nie.

Monday - We make our way to Pak Long's house in Gadek, Melaka dulu, baca Yassin and sempat menatap wajah jenazah sebelum dimandikan and dikafankan. Anak-anaknyer seramai 11 orang and cucu die ada la dalam 50 orang ++ , campur dengan anak sedara and menantu semua, and adik ipar and adik beradik, memang ramai - nak kata penuh rumah Arwah Pak Long Kimi tuh. Sebelum kain ditutup and diikat, Zie tengok semua anak die and cucu die semua siap cium Jenazah, ada yang menangis, Zie tengok pun menangis. Adakah nanti bila Zie meninggal, ada tak anak and cucu Zie akan menangis macam tuh?

Masa solat jenazah tu, penuh sangat ruang tamu sehingga la ke beranda rumah orang Solat Jenazah untuk die. Alhamdulillah, seperti Surau pun ada Zie tengok. Anak and menantu, and cucu and anak saudara tak payah diajak utk Solat jenazah, semua nyer pantas aje bangun untuk Solat Jenazah.

Bila pergi pengkebumian macam nie, tetiba Zie insaf, maut memang akan menjemput kita bila-bila masa sahaja, tapi adakah kita sudah bersedia? cukup ke amalan kita?

Hakimi kata , my MIL pun sedey sebab tetiba teringat Arwah FIL Zie, tapi masa Arwah FIL meninggal dunia, anak-anak kecil lagik and the youngest is only in Standard One and Hakimi plak was in US and did not know that his dad has moved on sebab MIL i tak nak bagitau sebab masa tuh die exam. Only after a couple of weeks, then only he came to know about his dad.

Masa Hakimi solat jenazah, he was at the 1st front saf, and memang sebak la, sebab he thought of his dad. I noticed there is a change of emotion in him, and I know he is thinking and miss his dad too. Paling kesian , I tengok Mak Long, they have been together masa Pak Long was only 19 and Mak Long was only 14, Pak Long plak dah umur 80+ sekarang masa die meninggal, almost 60 years of their life they have been together.

Sigh....Pak Long masa on his dying breath pun still fikirkan anak lagik, and he has been suffering for too long. I rasa about 2 years back. He made it to my wedding and he is a very nice man. I remember die ada gak tegur I, sebab I know that Kimi just anak sedara die aje, tapi die layan macam anak sendiri.

Kita orang memang tak plan langsung, so we all tak bawak balik Baju Kurung or Baju Melayu ....I did went to his house dengan baju kerja I hari Khamis, that is the only decent baju yang I ada masa tu. Tapi seluar la kan...Hakimi dengan T-shirt and khakis pants. Yang penting niat nak pergi and sedekah Yassin kan?

Alhamdulillah, jenazah selamat dikebumikan pada pukul 11 pagi semalam. Cepat and semua nyer pantas and efisyen. After dah kebumi, we made our way to Penang, and reached here at 6.30 p.m. It was very tiring and out of 10 things we planned, only 3 materialise.

Takpe, we are planning for our next trip balik kampung plak.

Going home....

2010-05-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

Finally, am going home....

Am so missing my mum , my sisters and my niece and nephews.

And the others in Seremban.

Will be busy meeting contractors , and seeking for the quotation for the house renovation.

I can't wait and hopefully everything went on well.

On the other note, so happy for Puterikure-kure, on the good news.

Harap my time will arrive soon.

One week till our 3rd anniversary

2010-05-25T18:10:00.000-07:00

Time has passed so fast, and now Hakimiziez will be entering its 3rd year of partnership. Feels it's just like yesterday, we got married.

I guess having a kid makes you loose count of all the time.

I am truly blessed with the life and companion that God have given me.

Talking about presents, we are not the type who crave for presents every now and then , for birthday nor anniversaries. The presents of the loved ones are more important. But, I don't mind getting one though *hi hi hi*

Hakimi did asked about anniversary dinner for his treat to me- just both of us, or anniversary vacation and etc. But, all that requires money and time and maybe have to leave Aisya behind.

Normally we will exchange gifts and vice versa, or giving him a treat and he will give mine.

I am still thinking about it - but now, the renovation of our house in Seremban take the major bit of my thought right now.

I have not decided on my part yet, but maybe planning to give hubby a Anniversary treat at Italianies, The Curve this coming weekend. I have been longing to bring him there because I really love the food and etc.

We'll see, maybe drop by there for a while while on the way to Seremban and etc.

New template...

2010-05-24T23:19:00.000-07:00

Please bear with me people...I am changing my template....

Tapi asyik tak jadik aje....Nak ubah template tapi tak tau.

Sesapa yang baik, leh tolong ajarkan....

Ada background yang diminati, tapi tak tau macam mana nak gunakan....

Sigh....

Helpppppp....

Sanggul HARAMMM?

2010-05-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

I got this thru an e-mail and I think this is a good read....

I am still learning and pengetahuan Agama saya masih lagik di surface walaupun dah 3 dekad saya hidup sebagai seorang Islam.

Di tengah peak nyer pemakaian tudung syria and macam-macam fesyen sekarang nie, penggunaan sanggul macam satu aksesori dah sekarang nie, and saya juga salah satu nyer, siap beli satu kat Sinma - murah aje RM10.90 , and besar punyer sanggul. Nak lawa punyer pasal.

Familiar dengan gambar diatas? Very familiar rite?

Nie adalah petikan artikel dalam e-mail itu.

It's a trend nowadays that many muslim Malaysian women are into the new hijab wearing i.e. wearing a shawl-like syrian style hijab. I posted on my Fb status recently stating that I too, would want to wear the syrian women hijab style with high bun but unfortunately my hair is short thus cannot tie or do a bun at all.I also received few suggestions to buy fake buns online or at Arzu, KLCC.

I used to study in an arabic-medium school and had learned that when you wear tudung, you're not supposed to show any indication that your hair is long by tying your hair really high/do a bun until men can notice the presence of your long hair eventhough you wear your cover/hijab. That defeats the purpose of wearing a hijab.However, I can't remember the hukum whether it's haram or harus or makruh.

Being curious, I googled about this sanggul arab issue and found the hadith related:
Quote::
" akan muncul dalam kalangan umatku di akhir zaman, kaum lelaki yang menunggang sambil duduk di atas pelana, lalu mereka turun di depan pintu-pintu masjid. Wanita-wanita mereka( isteri mereka atau anak perempuan), berpakaian tetapi seperti bertelanjang ( nipis&ketat). Di atas kepala mereka pula(wanita) terdapat bonggolan (sanggul atau tocang) seperti bonggol unta yang lemah gemalai. Oleh itu laknatlah mereka semua. Sesungguhnya mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang terlaknat"- hadith riwayat Ahmad, jil.2, ms. 223.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
Quote::
"dua golongan penghuni neraka yang mana aku sendiri belum pernah melihat keadaan mereka didunia: golongan yang membawa cemeti seperti seekor lembu lalu menggunakannya untuk memukul manusia dan juga kaum wanita yang berpakaian seperti bertelanjang, menggoyangkan badan dan berlenggang-lenggok, kepala mereka ada suatu seperti bonggol di kepala unta yang bergoyang-goyang. Mereka tentu tidak akan memasuki syurga atau mencium baunya sedangkan bau syurga itu dapat dihidu dari jarak perjalanan begitu dan begini"
–hadith riwayat Muslim. Hadith no 212-

I would say that I was tempted at first as I saw some women/celebraties/tv presenters looked really pretty wearing the syrian style hijab with high sanggul/bun. Sometimes, bila nak cantik, manusia selalu lupa pada hukum walaupon dah belajar.I am one of them. Bila nak buat benda jahat, laju je.

Anyway, in wearing hijab,niat perlukah menghalalkan cara? I dare not jatuhkan hukum or say that it is haram wearing the fake sanggul arab.However,at the moment, I'll just forget about buying the sanggul arab thingy.

-NOT PERFECT-

Saya insaf seketika, tapi kalau pakai sanggul tapi tak ikat tinggi should be okay kan?

What say you?

Tiring weekend...

2010-05-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

The weekend passed so quickly, bukan buat apa pun, tapi cepat sangat berlalunyer.

On the other note, weekdays punye la lambat berjalan , sampai tak sabar nak tunggu weekend, tapi weekend cepat sangat plak berlalunyer.

Today I woke up lambat, datang office pun lambat. Tapi still mengantuk lagi. I guess sebab I tak tido siang kot masa weekend hari tuh. I think I need my weekend afternoon nap, sebab kalau tak dapat, siap boleh mengantuk sampai the following Monday and weekdays yang seterusnye. Sigh... How I wish for a pillow and a blanket. And the office air-cond is not helping either....

This is my situation rite now....

Asyik la menguap - nguap, sampai mata pun tak boleh nak bukak....

How I wish , I am at home sleeping , with the air cond on, and under the duvet....argh...nyamannyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......

Pls don't wake me up even for food, nor thunder nor banjir nor hurricane.....

How I wish....can curled up in bed just like this....

Heaven - nyerr....

Ketika ini...

2010-05-18T23:38:00.000-07:00

Ketika nie, tengah bloghopping, lalu blog Puterikure-kure....

On this post ----> Memori Ketika Pregnant....

Omigod, Zie pun rindu waktu pregnant dulu. Kalau boleh nak sangat la......

Nak nak nak sangat la.....sangat sangat...

Dah terlalu banyak kali mencuba, banyak kali juga frust bila Tomato Pecah........

Ada sekali tuh lambat 2 weeks, ada sekalik tuh lambat one month, tapi berita yang ditunggu tak juga kunjung tiba?

Why ? why ? why? Yang 1st dulu senang aje, kenapa yang 2nd nie susah sangat nak lekat?

Ada masalah ker? Ke sebab dah terlalu gemuk sampai susah nak conceive? Why or why?

Sedeynyer...

Tak apa, usaha + doa + tawakkal - mungkin nie blessings in disguise.

Adakah kerana macam macam hal sekarang, Allah tak rasa kami sesuai buat masa sekarang.

Nak tunggu pindah dulu ker? tukar kerja dulu ker?

Aisya dah semakin nakal, and her Mummy thinks she need a sister or a brother to calm her down.

Kesian tengok die, kalau tengok anak orang main depan rumah, die excited sangat, nampak sangat nak berkawan, nampak sangat dier sunyi. Aisya suka kalau ada ramai orang, die asyik tersenyum and asyik mengekori saje.

Ada jugak masanyer, bila Zie try test Aisya - dukung baby lain depan Aisya, die macam pelik, tapi takde la sampai jeles , sambil tarik tangan Mummy nyer nie, sampai menangis, tapi die duduk and pandang saje.

Kena giatkan usaha nie, Chinese kata tahun depan bagus utk dapat baby, I guess it is never too late right?

Something to ponder...

2010-05-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

I slept early last nite, because it is very tiring working nowadays. I just main kejar-kejar and cium and geletek die , before I sleep. Lepas tuh, I terus shut down until morning.....

This morning, woke up and sedikit emo. Tetiba rasa banyak sangat masalah nyer. Kerja - sucks always la, kerja nie pung sebab nak bayar commitment aje setiap bulan, takde motivation langsung, not at all.. Boring la sangat nye.

I just need more money, because I have a lot of needs. I want handbags, shoes,trendy clothes , more babies and more vacations.

But, then , when it is gonna be sufficient? when?

We always compare with other people, why they have that and why we can't have what they have? Tapi have we think it thoroughly that maybe they don't have what we have? In fact they are jealous with us, with what we have?

We may not afford the luxurious vacation, designer handbags and designer shoes. Because we have commitment, but are we happy at the current state now?

They may be rich, but do you think they can sleep peacefully at night?

Comparing is endless, and it tire us too. So, be happy with what you have, because there is never ENOUGH....

Bukit Merah Laketown Resort getaway...

2010-05-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

We decided to have a small getaway as and when now. This is because my leave tak banyak balance yang tinggal lagik. So, nak save for Hubby's Master's graduation ceremony in September and Raya and end of the year holidays. This is all because of that stupid interview tempoh hari. Damn. .....Okay, Zie sila move on...

Saturday

O.M.G - bangun lambat la plak. Tapi takpe check in pukul 3 petang pun. So after taking our lunch kat Restoran Kayu Nasi Kandar, made our way to Bukit Merah. The journey dari Penang an hour plus aje. Reached there dalam lul 12.30 , terus park kereta and pergi Water Park aje. Memula nak try pergi Adult pool, Aisya ada pelampung die sendiri, tapi 2 kali terbalik, tak boleh jadik la, then pergi Kids pool, better, Aisya leh diri aje , walaupun pakai pelampung.

Walaupun 2 kali nak tenggelam sebab pelampung die terbalik, tapi die still senyum aje and gelak aje. Minak kecik nie tak takut langsung, we the parents plak yang lebih takut nampaknye. Lepas dah mandi and tukar baju semua, pakai baju, then check in hotel.

We all book Superior Hotel, sebab nak kan bath tub and fridge. Mestilah bilik lebih besar, ada one King Sized Bed and extra single bed, with two mattresses. Ingat nak suh Aisya tido sana aje, and Mummy and Daddy katil lain, tapi bila malam aje tak sampai hati la. Sian la plak. Berhimpit la kami 3 orang tido ramai-ramai atas satu katil.

Aisya tido dari mula check in sampai kul 6 petang, we took our bath, and went for a walk kat Water Chalet and Eco-park. Water chalet die cantik, kalau u guys nak pergi memang di-recommend sangat - sangat. Tapi kalau bawak bigger family better sebab, besar rumah die 2 stories. Kalau macam kami nie 3 orang nie , better hotel.

For dinner, we decided to go to Taiping, makan Thai food. Murah and sedap aje. Otw balik, sesat sebab we missed the exit to Highway, so end up jalan kampung mana ntah. Nasib reached hotel balik dalam kul 9.40 p.m , just in time , nak settle Aisya and me before watching Cerekarama "Sebelum Akhirat" malam tuh.

A very nice story la...Insaf sebentar disitu.

Sunday

Kata book hotel online, kan so the rate memang murah yang amat, so breakfast is not provided. We all bantai tido sampai kul 10 baru bangun, then kemas barang and terus check out. Aisya dah makan roti and minum susu nyer siap-siap. So, bertolak balik and aain we have lunch at Kayu Nasi Kandar. Sedap woh....addicted plak sekarang nie.

Sampai rumah pukul 1.30 p.m and lepas kemas rumah, kemas barang, baju kotor masuk machine, then terus tido 3 orang semuanyer sampai kul 6 petang. Heaven betul......

Ahh...walaupun just 2 days...tapi seronok sangat. Release la jugak stress kami nie.

Next week , plan nak pergi Taman Rimba plak, a picnic. I plak nak belajar ambik gambar, sebab long term planning nie nak beli DSLR jugak.

Next in line, nak pergio Bukit Tambun Sunway, sebab hubby kata macam Sunway Lagoon. Macam menarik la....

Gambar in a different post ya.

4" heels..

2010-05-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

Today , I am wearing my 4" heels. First time woh, ada kasut 4" heels.

Bought it last week, masa stress kena kuarkan duit sebab nak tolong orang. Bukan sapa pun, adik beradik sendiri. Okay, tolong kena ikhlas, so stop mentioning it. Dah dah. Takpe, orang tuh janji bayar balik kan.

Sebab stress, maka saya pergi shopping. Saya beli 2 pasang kasut , both kasut tinggi. Satu 3" and satu lagik 4". Giler dah saya nie. Takpe, walaupun saya gemuk nie, kasut tinggi boleh lagik saya pakai. Nak rasa seksi pakai baju ketat, tak sesuai kan, so end up pakai high heels aje.

Tapi a bit sakit lutut. Admire woh...orang yang boleh lariks dengan heels, saya nak ja;lan nie pung very berhati-hati. Takut la, tapi setakat nie I love my shoes.

Antara benda penting dalam hidup saya, adalah berikut (nie minus suami and anak saya ye, jgn salah anggap):-

a) My phone , iPhone ku....

b) Make up ku....

c) Kasut ku.....

Itu benda paling penting dalam hidup. Tak kena kalau takde benda 3 nie. Tak complete okay.

Oh ya, saya juga suka tengok rak kasut saya - tersusun cantik aje all my high heels. I am in love with my shoes. We all ada 2 rak kasut, and my shoes dominate 1 1/2 of it. Hubby and Aisya sila share lagik 1/2 portion tuh orait. Mummy's shoes are very important.

Itu saje...I am a shoe fetish...

Hi korang...

2010-05-14T01:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,

Sorry la lama sangat diam, banyak sebab sebenarnyer...

Antaranyer , meh list satu - satu (mentang-mentagla auditor cabuk, semua nak kasik list)

a) Sibuk tak bertempat - sibuk dengan kerja. Banyak account December year nak kena setel kan.

b) Sibuk dengan keluarga - Saya jarang bawak lappy balik rumah dah sekarang nie sebab park kereta jauh and tak selamat nak bawak lappy. Sampai rumah, dah terlalu penat and layan anak and laki (opps) saje yang saya larat buat.

c) Saya banyak online masuk facebook aje , sebab senang. Lagipun pakai iPhone...he he he...

d) Oh ya, dah beli handphone baru --- and its iPhone...not one but two okay, laki bini pakai iPhone sekarang nie. Kena la sepasang , kata couple sehati sejiwa kan?

e) Oh ya , Iphone tuh for me, I beli la, for him - as a birthday present from me. Sorry lambat, bini mu nie bukan orang kaya.

f) Takde cerita yang menarik nak diceritakan pun. Balik-balik kerja, balik, anak, laki and tido , and the next day pun bermula balik...Yeay!!

g) Ada berita baik nie, husband I dah complete dah his Masters' Programme. Yee haa!!! Leh la mabuk mabuk tonggang tungging every weekend nie..Kalau tak terperap aje kat rumah, tak pergi memana. 2 years okay. Takpe la, pasal hubby I kena buat special entry for him nie nanti.

Okay la peeps, have fun okay.

Kami pun nak pergi bercuti nie, sebab kita orang dah mati akal 2 tahun nie tak pernah g memana - paling hebat pun balik kampung , or ikut family day office laki I.

So, from now onwards, nak pergi bercuti and rilex aje. Kata kerja stress kan?

Okay, have fun people!!

Talking about "KEADILAN"

2010-04-19T02:06:00.000-07:00

Hmm...a nice topic kan?

Have you ever wondered that why in life, you worked really hard for something, like really hard, since school and college, went to university and hope to land in a dream job.

You have been trained and in fact, taught by your parents , that you must try hard and never give up because GOD is fair and everything that falls in your lap was because you truly deserves it and its yours.

I did believe that, because my parents thought me the principle and I lived by that principle.

Let me go back , to the time when there was a big Hu-Ha of MRSM schools. At that time, with friends influence, I also did dream to enter MRSM. In fact, I was given a choice to apply to both SBP (Sek Berasrama Penuh) and MRSM. Being "greedy", I put both as my 1st choice, later did I know that JPA choose the candidates 1st, there I was stuck, because I was offered to SBP , but not MRSM, where as in my heart, I always wanted to go to MRSM since small.

But, there was this Aunty of mine, she kind of "knows" somebody that can arrange that - and asked my mom, whether I am still interested to join MRSM, she can "arrange" something. My mum, without asking me at all, immediately refused to accept her offer that makes me really mad. I was not in talking terms with her for a couple of days. Until one day, she call me and talked to me softly. She was saying, if one day, I became succesful, surely this auntie of mine will claim credit that because of her "help" that I became somebody. She do not want this to happen to me , knowing that I a smart and intelligent in my own ways, she knows that I can do it by myself. It really open my eyes at that time, and I was only 15.

I kind of respect my mother's decision and until today I am grateful that my mother make that decision of not accepting my auntie's help. I do not claim myself to be succesful yet, as I know I am not perfect. I have still have flaws. I am still learning. But to get to my current place, it is not that easy either.

After secondary school, I landed myself with MARA "pinjaman boleh ubah", no allowance from parents anymore except that my dad pays for my hostel fares and occasionally RM100 and RM50 from them. In fact, I also help my mum with my sister's allowance. All of my books, I bought myself and I never ask from them a single cent during my 2 years of A-Level and 4 years of degree programme. Thank god, my grades are good, that caused my MARA loan to be converted into full scholarship, upon completing my degree.

Then I started off in a small audit firm, then commercial and join the Big 4 firm. All with my own initiatives and hardwork. During my tenure here, I took up ACCA professional course and pass all papres on 1st attempt. And now, its already going to be 7 years here in the firm and a total of 9 years of working experience. Not to say , all rainbows and flowers everywhere, but I faced hardship, sweat, tears and even blood to get where I am now.

That's is why I can't accept when sometimes people get to be where they are, because they know"somebody", a relation to this Dato and Datin and what not Tan Sri and Puan Sri. It is simply unfair. Simply simply unfair. People getting their dream job, people getting the pay - and position where as I know my grades and achievement are so much better than them.

I know, people who get their "connection" help, will not last long, because they don't deserve it in the first place. I know it is not good thinking that way, but I believe in "FAIR"ness, it may not come today, ut someday it will hit you back.

But, I know that GOD is fair and I trust in GOD. I know, all my effort does not go to waste. I have accomplished "something" and I am grateful. I can say to the world, I did it "MY WAY", without anybody's help. I can say it out loud and am damn proud of it.

My dream...

2010-04-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

My dream is pretty straightforward.

I want to move, I want to stay in my own house. I just can't wait any longer.

Is that so much to ask? My house is ready to be moved - in, but then the current situation does not permit us to do so.

So sad, really really sad. My other siblings bought later than us, in fact only in 2009, but then most probably this Raya they will celebrate it in their new house. Our house almost 2 years ready, but still nothing has been done yet.

Plan to do so many things, grill , curtain railings, curtain, walk0in cabinet, Aisya's room and play room, bathroom, gazebo, air terjun and etc.

I have purchased many Interior designer magazines, to have ideas on how to decorate the house, but more and more I come to think of it, the more stress i become.

On grill, that's the most important thing, had requested hep from hubby's help to seek for a quotation, but until now, no news yet. So sad. This is the reason why I don't believe in asking for other people's help and always do things on my own way. This is the reason why I am so independent. I just don;t trust other people. Really don't.

I am so sad. I am so so sad.

A bit emo now, DOWN!!.

Too tired...

2010-04-14T18:24:00.000-07:00

I am too tired nowadays, because I did some walking before and after office. Disebabkan parking kat office sekarang nie mahal nak mamposss....RM2 for an hour, just imagine la if you park 9 hours (dr 8.30 a.m to 5.30 p.m) total RM20.00.

Dulu RM10 per day sebab RM1 per hour. So sad, because I really can't afford RM20 parking per day. KLCC pun tak mahal macam nie. Sungguh melampau. My office building is 16 storey and season parking memang tak cukup. Just imagine, my office hanya SM and above aje yang dapat. Yang lain park kat open car park. This is so not fair.

Disebabkan saya amat kedekut nak membayar RM20 for parking setiap hari, saya rasa lebih baik saya park jauh and jalan saje. Jauh jugak la, dalam 10 minit berjalan. Memang penat. So, I left my high heels in the office and I walk. Giler nak jalan dengan high heels, mau kena beli kasut setiap bulan.

So, there I goes, 10 minute walking before office and 10 minutes after office. The distance is quite far. Penat sangat jalan.

Tapi takpa, think positive, at least I get my morning and evening exercise, kan?

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My struggle to get pregnant,,,,here I bare it all....

Alhamdulillah....

Assalamualaikum...

I've got so many things to write - but could not find the time to do it....

So sad to think of it

Of being stressed and a need to splurge...

A very busy year.....

Happy 2011

Hallooooo....

Last day in office and going internet - less

Packing packing packing..

Fascination with ad...

My latest discovery and loving them to bits....

How do u feel?

A very busy Aidil adha....

Crabtree and Evelyn sale is back...

Now a sentence already....

I find it very cute and I need to jot down this

Finally, he said it...

Comel aje...

Festive seasons and public holiday on a Friday...

Ramblings...

Penyakit tua...

Hakimi's graduation pictures

My unfinished business...

Dun like this feeling...

Restoran Banafee's Ayam Penyet

In dire need for help

Aisya's brand new haircut...

Hanya tinggal 7 minggu sahaja....

Naluri saya kuat mengatakan begini...

Am torn between ....

Finally, Raya pictures...

Happy mood ;)

How was ur weekend?

busy busy busy...

My last working day before Raya...

The decision that has been made.....

Am going home today...

Pengalaman berpuasa.....berdua...

Selamat Berpuasa...

Aisya plak lepas nie..

Learning to be a strict mom

I look odd with specs...

Day 2 - now I am tired already...

Learning to be independent...

It's hard to say Goodbye...

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